My Broken Thoughts

19/11/15

I'm falling,
Won't you catch me darling,
I'm falling,
To fast to stop myself,
Wishing it would stop,
The look in your eyes,
The way you hold me,
These little moments,
They make me realise that,
I'm falling,
Falling so hard it's bound to hurt
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She sang softly,
And oh so sweetly can
Her heart grew heavier,
With every word,
Her world grew darker,
The light in her eyes,
Began to fade,
Just as the music played,
She sang,

Save me,
Save me from this darkness,
It slowly claims me,
Save me,
Save me from myself,
I'm slowly killing me,
I need a way out,
Save me,

The tears start to fall,
The world is slowly fading,
Because all who she loves,
Walks away from her,

Save me she sings,
Save me from this fate,
Save me she cries,
Save me from this hate,

Self hatred,
The disgust,
She can't even,
Look in the mirror,
The light in her eyes,
Is faded gone,
As the music played,
She screamed,

Save me from this,
Save me please,
Save me from this,
Save me from me
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I lost myself,
In a daydream,
I lost myself,
When I found you
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There's no light at the end of this tunnel,
There's no smile after the tears,
There's no light at the end of this tunnel,
There's no life after this cut,

The razor is her best friend,
The scars show a story she will never tell,
She wishes she was dead,
Her best friend is always there,
When she is alone,

Her depression is winning,
The voices are screaming,
They want death,
They want her death,

Late at night,
She hugs her pillow,
Crying silently,
No one knows,
Her smile is a mask,
Something she just can't keep up,

The bathroom floor,
Is stained beautiful red,
Her blood covers the sink,
She cut too deep,
Went too far,
The voices finally won,

She has given up,
She is over the fight,
She can't go on anymore,
The darkness has claimed her,
The devil is softly whispering her name
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Smile at me darling,
It makes my heart flutter,
Hold me in your arms,
It makes me weak in the knees,
Kiss me darling,
I forget how to breathe,
If you tell me you love me,
I'll lose my mind.
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Let me in,
Show me your softer side,
Tell me what haunts you,
Late at night,
Let your demons loose,

I'll let you in,
I'll show you my darker side,
I'll tell you what haunts me,
Late at night,
When I'm alone,
I'll let my demons loose,

Let's let our demons play,
Let each other in,
We've been broken before,
But this is it be might
Just work

So let me in
And I'll do the same
Our demons might play well together
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19/11/15