Leanna ~
"You sure you don't need me to stay home with you?" Cha sat at the edge of my bed dressed in her work clothes.
I shook my head yes as I bit my lips. "I'm fine go ahead before you're late. Ant's already going to be here with me."
"Hm. Okay. I'll be here when I come home." Cha said patting my legs as she rose to leave.
I nodded waving her bye as she finally left after telling her for the millionth time to go to work.
I called off work to stay home and get myself together, I had tomorrow off anyways so I'll get to have two days off.
I laid back down in my bed as I looked up at the wall and heard a knock at my door.
Knowing it was Ant I just told him to come in. After yesterday, Ant hasn't left my side and he has been a lot nicer to me. Something I guess I have to get used to.
He still says his slick shit but he's not an absolute asshole.
"You'a good?" He asked once he was sitting in a chair next to my bed.
I nodded. "I'm fine."
"You hungry?"
"Ant I'm fine with fixing my own food. I'm not injured nor sick." I chuckled as I pushed some hair out of my face.
"I know. I just wanted to do something nice."
"I'm okay." I smiled a little.
"You want to talk about yesterday?" He asked looking at me.
"Not really." He nodded as he leaned back in the chair clearing his throat.
"You can get in the bed if you want." I offered seeing he was uncomfortable and I knew he didn't plan on leaving me alone any time soon.
"I'm good." He sighed as he kept trying to find a good spot in the chair.
"Boy get in this bed." I exclaimed laughing a little.
Ant rolled his eyes at my persistency and went to the other side and got in on top of the covers and laid back his back on the headboard.
"Wanna watch a movie?" I asked looking up at him.
"If I can fix you food. Cus a nigga hungry himself." Ant chuckled.
"Fine. Go ahead, I'll pick a movie."
"Betta not be no whack ass shit." He scoffed and I sucked my teeth watching him get back up and leaving.
I scanned through the movie channel before deciding on The Nightmare Before Christmas since I was in the Christmas spirit.
Ant was back not so long with some sandwiches and chips and his hands with two bottles of water.
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I looked through my clothes not knowing what I wanted to wear and I frowned as I kept staring at them. All of these clothes reminded me of Ray because he had paid for these and I didn't want them anymore.
I started to pull every single piece of clothing out and started throwing them in a pile.
After my closet was empty I went downstairs and grabbed a trash bag and went back in my room throwing all of my clothes away.
Once I was finished, I tugged the bag outside to the dumpster and thrown them out.
I whipped the sweat from my face and sighed knowing I had to go clothes shopping now.
I decided to just keep the pajama clothes I had on and went back to my room digging in a box in the closet on the top shelf and grabbed the last bit of cash that I had took from Ray.
This was the last of the money I had until my check came from my job so I was basically spending my last.
I jogged downstairs grabbing my keys and headed to the nearest mall.
Ant had left me an hour ago to catch up with some friends for a few. I had to beg him to leave me alone and told him I wouldn't do anything stupid.
Once I made it to the mall, I parked and got out pulling my hair up and walked catching some peoples eyes because of what I was wearing but I couldn't care any less.
I basically spent all of the money on a full set of clothes and some food from the food court.
I left the mall with a bunch of bags in my hands and threw them in my backseat.
I drove back home seeing that no one wasn't home yet and I shrugged not really caring. I could spend more time to myself which is what I needed.
I pulled all of the bags out of the car and brought it inside making two trips just to bring everything to my room.
Once I was finished I started to hang all of the clothes I bought and decided to take a bath.
I walked towards the bathroom and ran the bath water not even bothering to take a shower since I just wanted to relax.
I stripped from my clothes and stepped in laying back in the tub closing my eyes in peace.
I took a 45 minute bath before getting out and wrapping a towel around me.
I looked through my new clothes and picked out a tank top and leggings.
Leaving my hair as it was, down my back and wavy, I went downstairs and went into the kitchen not knowing what my next move was going to be.
My eyes came across the liquor I had done bought the other day and my face twisted once I seen it.
I grabbed the bottles looking at them and I could feel my heart skipping a beat because of what I was about to do.
I popped the bottle open and walked to the sink and started to pour all of the liquid out and emptied both bottles.
As I was doing so, Ant has came back by now and when he saw what I was doing he looked at me amazed.
I ran the sink water for a minute and then shut it off throwing the bottles away and whipping my hands.
"See you kept yourself busy." Ant spoke watching me from behind and I looked at him and nodded.
"I decided what I wanted."
"And what's dat?" He crossed his arms.
"I need help."
He gave me a soft smile nodding watching my every move.
"Good. I miss my old Leanna." Ant said and i nodded.
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I know this is short but I had to leave it there because well I think it's a good way to end a chapter.
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