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Ant.

"Where's Lea?" Jhen moved past me to get inside my house after I called her and let her know what all went down.

"She's outside on the porch." I answered as I shot the door behind her and Sean as I led them to where she was occupied at.

She hasn't been doing so well after what happened, it's like she just became mute.

"She okay?" Jhen asked as she looked up to me for answer once we was finally outside and it freaked Jhen out that Lea didn't even acknowledge her. She was too zoned out to notice anything.

I bit my lip as I looked to Lea as I knew how she felt, she was scared. She never killed no one in her life and it's tearing her apart. That's exactly what I did not want to happen, I should've stopped her.

"She hasn't moved from this spot since last night." I sighed as I ran my hands crossed my lips.

"And you left her here? The fuck Anthony." Jhen scoffed as her eyes shot to me.

"No I didn't. She wouldn't move so I stayed out here with her." I explained as I leaned against the wall.

"Leanna honey. Look at me." Jhen bent down so she was in her face trying to get her eyes to look at hers.

"Lea." Jhen repeated but she got nothing from it.

"Look you did what you had to do. She would've killed you." Jhen assured her as she tried to make Leas eyes go to hers.

"Ant! Why would you let this happen!?" Jhen exclaimed. "You knew she wouldn't be able to handle this."

"It's not his fault okay. I'm fine." Leanna finally spoke as she got up from where she was sitting.

"Now please. Just leave me alone and go back home, Jhen." Lea stated bitterly as she walked carelessly past me.

"Lea no! You need help boo." Jhen argued as she followed after her.

I decided just to stay back with Sean so they could talk, maybe she needs a females advice.

Leanna.

Everywhere I looked I seen her face. It pissed me off when I tried to sleep I seen her face. Reasons for why I went outside but I couldn't get any space since Ant was all in my grill.

"Lea you need to talk about this." Jhen reminded that she was still in the room.

I narrowed my eyes to her as I walked towards the kitchen and opening the fridge. "To who? You? Like you know anything about...killing someone." I drifted at the end as the word killing came from my lips.

I killed someone.

"Yes, I have no clue. But I know something about self defense. You did something you had to do." She explained to me as she stood behind the counter.

"I didn't have to shoot her Jhen. I shot her because I was mad...for what she said." I said as I felt my tears start to come but I stopped them.

No matter how horrible a person is it doesn't give anyone the right to kill them..

"Okay but look she held the gun at you. She was going to kill you but she so happened to miss and you stopped her." Jhen said as if it was okay.

I looked at her as if she was crazy. "I'm not god Jhen!" I half yelled.

"I didn't say that you were." She defended.

"You know what..you just don't understand. You can just go." I said angrily as I slammed the fridge close and stormed up the stairs of Ants house and went to our old room I used to stay in.

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