Painful Scars [Jeongmo ft. Michaeng]

Chapter 10

Mina POV

"Mina ya, I hope this lasts forever"

Hearing those words from Chaeyoung made my heart feel efflorescent. A delighted feeling ran through me. I was just too bad at showing my emotions and feelings for Chaeyoung. All I could do was being beside her, and feel the happiness locked inside my heart. I was too scared to feel anything. Or more like, I wasn't allowed to feel. I was always raised that way. My parents told me that it was unacceptable to show feelings. If I felt happy I wasn't allowed to smile. If I felt anger, it wasn't allowed to show on my face. And if I felt sadness, I wasn't allowed to cry.

My whole life had been going like this. My parents wanted me to become a great ballerina, and win many competitions. They never cared nor understood my feelings. They wanted me to participate in every competition that was held in Japan. I didn't like dancing in front of many people. I was forced to learn every dance so perfectly in a short amount of time. If I made a single mistake, my parents would abuse me.

Sometimes I locked myself in a dark room to cry by myself. My tears that would spill every time I remembered the painful words that cut through me.

"You failed again"

"You're not my daughter"

"Why are you still here?"

All the pain that made me develop mental illness and anxiety disorders that discouraged me. The thing I loved the most became the thing I feared the most. I didn't like dancing ballet anymore. I didn't like socializing with people. I was afraid to love myself, until the day when one person changed my life. The day I met Chaeyoung. The day where I found someone by my side. The day I found out that there was one person in the world, who actually cared about how I felt. The day is still stuck in my memory. Cause it was the day that my life changed. Chaeyoung made me feel happy. Chaeyoung gave me confidence and hope. Chaeyoung made me love myself.

Without responding her, I immediately hugged her. Chaeyoung got surprised, but instead of pushing me away, she hugged me tighter. I felt my small tears fall as I kept hugging Chaeyoung without releasing her.

"Thank you. Thank you for being in my life. Thank you for everything"

Even though there was silence, I still felt that Chaeyoung was answering me with her hug. She then cupped my face and looked at me.

"Please take comfort in knowing that I'm here. That I'm never leaving you alone......no matter what happens" she said wiping my tears off.

My heart was beating fast while I looked at her special smile that showed me how trustworthy she really is. Her smile that showed me that I was never alone.

"What about we go take a shower now? The others are probably waiting for the breakfast that's not even close to being done. Let's hurry up" Chaeyoung chuckled and took my hand.

I will never forget you

Chaeyoung POV

"Where were you two the whole time? Do you know what time it is?" Nayeon said annoyed.

"Sorry" Mina and I bowed.

"I'm so hungry, what are we going to do know?" Jeongyeon started speaking.

"Mina deserves a punishment, she was in charge of the breakfast from the beginning" Nayeon pointed at Mina who got nervous.

"Yeah, let's throw her in the cold sea" Sana clapped her hands.

"When did you all lose your common sense? Mina has nothing to do with this!" I shouted making everyone look at me.

"Ehh? Then who was the one who burned everything?" they all asked at the same time.

"Uhm, it was....me" I said in embarrassment.

"Alright then. We throw Chaeyoung in the sea, easy done" Tzuyu said with her evil smile.

"Guys, I think this is a bad idea" Jihyo said worriedly.

Then they all suddenly approached me.

"Ehh? Wait, what? Are you guys serious? Please don't tell me this is not a joke" I said panicked, but no one answered.

"I'm sorry hyung" Jeongyeon said and lifted me up.

"WHAT THE HELL IS THIS? I'M GONNA SUE YOU ALL AFTER THIS!!" I shouted at the others who were laughing at me.

"THIS AIN'T FUNNY, I'M GONNA KILL YOU A-" I suddenly choked on water.

Jeongyeon had thrown me, and now I started freezing as hell. I rubbed my eyes and swam to the dry land again. My body was soaked in water, and my lungs felt hurt. I started shaking of coldness. Then I saw Mina approaching me with a concerned expression painted on her face.

"Oh my god, Chaeyoung are you okay?" she asked me while wrapping me in a blanket.

"O-of course I-I am" I replied but unfortunately let out a sneeze.

"No you aren't, you've caught a cold. You have to wear new clothes" Mina said and dragged me to our tent.

"Did you really have to do this stupid thing? In this cold?" Mina glared at the others.

"Mina I'm okay, don't worry about me" I said trying to convince her that there was nothing to worry about.

"No Chaeyoung, you're not" Mina said with her serious voice and prepared something.

"What are you doing?"

"Here, drink this" Mina offered me a cup of hot chocolate.

"Thank you"

"You're welcome, just drink this, and it'll make you feel warm" she said softly and ruffled my wet hair.

"But you really didn't have to-" I cut got of by a peck on my left cheek.

"Chaeyoung, I can't see you being sick like this" Mina said staring into my eyes.

I was speechless. A weird feeling was rushing inside my heart. My heart started beating violently. I felt the tension racing through my body. I held her hand without moving my eyes from her.

"Mina, I...."

~To be continued~

A/N:

So much Michaeng is happening, I know y'all like it ;)

Don't worry, I will feed my Jeongmo shippers in the next chapter, so stay tuned xD

Sorry if there are any typos and grammatical errors.

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Hope you hyungs liked it. Saranghaeyo^^