Fira's Brilliant Ideas 6

hello welcome to the land of STRESS

FIRST THING:
depression is a bastard.
fuck off, please.

OKAY;

So, I have a freaking piano  recital today. (DOKI DOKI IS NOT OKI DOKI. FUCK OFF, MONIKA XDD) The only thing that's really giving me comfort right now is that my mom isn't forcing me to go to archery for the next two weeks. She didn't even make me go last Saturday because it was so cold, and she knows..

THAT THE COLD AND I DO NOT MIX WELL.

I'm writing SEVERAL THINGS AT ONCE
be proud of me XD

I'm writing:
• A Mys Mes x Reader scenario

•That freaking OTP crack shipping thing I said I would do

•The fourth chapter of ||Quiet||

•The Diary of Anneka Briaris.

I suppose I should do a tad of elaboration on why I released it.

It is to go alongside ||Quiet||

Parts of TDOAB will be shown in ||Quiet||, hopefully sometime in the near future.

That's all I'll say about it for now.

Yesterday was kinda stressful.

My dad threw up... which, is extremely rare, as he does not get sick.

And I MEAN.

My dad NEVER GETS SICK.

The last time he was sick (from my knowledge) is when he was going through cancer treatment.

Which, I don't think I've ever told anyone the entirety of that story, honestly.

But, it's quite depressing to talk about;;

Let's move on.

And, I know it's probably really stupid and unfair to complain about my life, when I know that someone is dealing with worse. Hell, several people.

And, I hate making it seem like, "Oh. My life is so unfair."

When....

I know that friends are depressed.

I know friends of friends are going through extremely tough times.

I know friends that want to end their own life.

I know friends who are being driven to such a point of frustration.

And, I sympathize.

I honestly, genuinely, sympathize.

And I don't want to ever seem like I'm complaining because what right do I have to complain?
What right do I have to say shit about my life? When I know people are going through hell right now?

S-Sorry.

I'm just going to go now.