GIMMIE A FUCKIN WATTY

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I'LL WRITE THE BEST FUCKING STORY YOU'VE EVER SEEN.

THIS GIRL...!

NO NO NO. THIS GUY.

THIS GUY IS WALKING DOWN THE STREET AND THIS GIRL FUCKING JUMPS OUT FROM THE NEARBY BUSHES!

SHE PULLS A GUN ON HIM
AND IS LIKE

GIMMIE YO MONEY

HE LIKE
NO BITCH.
BUT YOU WANNA SEE SOMETHING COOL?

SHE THINKS FOR A MINUTE.
WHAT?

HE GRABS THE GUN AND SCREAMS AS HE SHOOTS HIMSELF IN THE HEAD

IM SUMMONING MY FUCKING PERSONA

SOME RANDOM GUY ACROSS THE STREET IS CALLING 911

WOW! THAT'S GREAT!

AMBULANCE SHOWS UP, AND NOW THEY HOLD HANDS AS HE WHISKED AWAY TO
THE HOSPITAL.

KISS KISS FALL IN LOVE

1000/10

watty. now.

what emotional depth.
so sad.
I cry.

make that shit into a movie.


I'm tired. XDD

I still have no internet, hopefully it'll be fixed by tomorrow evening!

Today I just plopped myself on the couch and slept.

Now I'm STILL TIRED, I have a headache, and I want food.

I'm borrrreeeeddded asssssss heeeellllllllllll

I don't feel like drawing. I wanted to last night, but I DID NOT HAVE THE ENERGY.

i never have energy, what-?

I wanna go to the libraryyyyy I wANT BOOKS.

My mom and I talked about things that I could do alongside my curriculum. I'm leaning more towards reading to the kids at the elementary school in my town (I went here from Pre-K to the first semester of 5th grade.)

I was bullied quite a lot (even by the teachers o-o) and my mom was kind of concerned with me going back there, because the front office is WAY DIFFERENT than it was back when I was in school. (A lot of the teachers/staff are now in front office positions.)

BUT, my mom ALSO SAID that if I either:

Step up, be mature about (my fucking repressed memories) it, and I do decide to do some work there...

Or...

Run the fuck away...

She'd be fine with whatever decision I made.

Because, I think she understands to a degree about either facing that fear or running away.

She was in an abusive relationship with my biological father for TWELVE. FUCKING. YEARS. The only reason she stayed is because it was her DUTY to STICK TO HER VOWS, in her words. And, around nine years in that HELL, she had me.
my dad hated me dafuq?
"Damn it, THERE GOES MY HARLEY!"
i fucking hate him? : )

(Basically, I was fucking born when I was because of immense stress. that explains so fucking much oh my god. Stupid and....HORRID step-daughter called CPS because my mom DISCIPLINED HER. And, my mom is in NO WAY abusive. Step-daughter is a fucking TERROR. She once got pregnant and got an abortion at like, 14 or something. Had fucking child protective services knocking on my mom's door, coming to arrest her, saw she was pregnant. They like OH SHIT. AND MY MOM WENT INTO FUCKING LABOR. CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICES: oH SHITTTTT
Me, pretty much: hHhHhhHhhH let me out bitch im stressed af)

BUT! ANYYWAYS!
If I did go back to that school, I wouldn't mind reading to kids or being a tutor. I think it'd be kinda fun, actually!
(Besides, KIDS ARENT JUDGMENTAL ASSHOLES!)

(most of them)

I MEAN, WHEN I WAS A KID, I DIDNT CARE HOW ANYONE LOOKED, WHAT THE WORE.....

People were just... people!

Why can't everyone go back to more simple days?

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