Hrgh...okay.

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I SAID....THAT I WAS GOING TO TYPE THIS.


GET UP. MAYBE IT'LL MAKE YOU FEEL A BIT BETTER.....


Ugh. Alright.


I may not update very conststantly..............like....(ergh) not weekly, more like........I'M GOING TO TAKE THREE MONTHS TO SAY WHAT I WANT TO SAY AND THEN SEEMINGLY DISAPPEAR FOR NINE MONTHS.


I typically use this as a venting outlet, and SOMETIMES IT HELPS! Other times it doesn't. 


ALRIGHT....um


I'm currently having some family problems... it's nothing necessarily bad for ME, I just worry way too much. 

My sister(-in-law) is going through some issues which... I'm not sure of the outcome (Of course.) but, I also do not know what exactly has been said. And, I'm too much of a wimp to ask anyone.

My mom and dad are having some issues; medically related. I have talked about some of my dad's issues, but never really my mom's. Though, I do worry for her.

I myself, am having issues, also medically related. This is also in aliance with an issue that has been going on since LAST YEAR? OR SOMETHING? Don't remember when things started exactly, but my intermediate family (Which is just the three of us) has been dealing with for a while.

My cat, Nermal, is having problems, just recently finding something else out (Today, in fact...)

Nermal, I can kinda feel a bit more comfortable discussing here, in a way, I guess that makes sense?????

She has had nerve problems for a while now. She also has these weird "fits" where she'll bite or scratch herself. It's quite worrying.  It started a couple of years ago, and suddenly stopped when we took her to Alabama when my dad was having treatment, visiting with my grandmother, and spending three to four months in the same place.  (I've repressed most of that summer. It is very fuzzy now.)

But, it started acting up again, and she has now gotten to the point where she bites herself, it hurts that much. Both my mom aand I are nervous aboyt taking her to the vet, because we're very afraid of them telling us we need to have her put down.  She's very old, but we don't want her to go that way. Not like we let Roxanne go.... I don't think I could handle something like that again....not now.... I'm not in the right state of mind....


I'm not sure what to do anymore.....


*sigh*


-Fira



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