It's 5:06am
Actually it's 4:13am...my device went flat and hence I am a day late.
I'm hesitant -Naturally I guess- and inexperienced. I see no purpose in pursuing something if the supporting parties don't have the same objective in mind. I believe it's why many relationships fail, but that's another story all together.
I'm a person who despite having an abundance of spare time, seem to be preoccupied by my own tiring thoughts. I often succumb to the labyrinth of worry within me and give in to the idea that I should be on edge as there is always something ominous lurking.
And so, like I mentioned before, I hesitate to invest in relationships. I have to trust and connect with it a person ( as if I didn't struggle enough with socializing) and then I can make the decision to pay my complete devotion to them.
But they have to want the same for any type of relationship to be nurtured and prosper.
A shared objective.
I wish there were more people within my small world that shared the same views.
It's funny...
Although I love Disney, these emotions make me despise the idea that "It's a small world after all".
It just gets lonely, as the isolated say.
And if it's such a small world why do I feel so lonely.
Whether a big or small world, if you're without someone to share with, life seems more mechanical than a gift of free will.
As the isolated say.
YOU ARE READING
Surpassing myself
RandomWhen my mind can't surpass its own labyrinth of confusion and anxiety I'll jot down my peculiar thoughts in hope of relief. A culmination of some lighthearted outlooks as well as some fairly deep ones that I hope are of some use to many.
