You know when you young and having a crush is just fun and childish you don't really take it seriously, well now days it seems very hollow.
It goes from being exhilarating and nerve wracking to dull and predictable.
When you're a hopeless romantic it's a little disappointing because you want that excitement but it's just not there.
And it's not anyone's fault it's just ...
you see the reality of things and sure, I know that a hyper romantic relationship could be a reality in some cases, but it's not likely in the scheme of things that some are going through.
It sucks a lot, especially when you actually have one of those out of the blue crushes for the first time where you suddenly take interest in someone but it's different as you don't really care what happens, well you do but you don't pursue it because you're just over the frivolousness or youthful lust and it's hard to find anything genuine in attachment.
I don't know I'm tired. Having a crush right now seems so frivolous. I pay no mind to it, sadly. I miss not taking things seriously. I miss my childhood.
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Surpassing myself
De TodoWhen my mind can't surpass its own labyrinth of confusion and anxiety I'll jot down my peculiar thoughts in hope of relief. A culmination of some lighthearted outlooks as well as some fairly deep ones that I hope are of some use to many.
