Lil Xan added you as a friend!
That's where it all started.
(If you started reading this before, this book has been edited and changed so you have to read it from the beginning. 12/30/17)
Part 2 out now! "California"
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I bring Elisabeth with me to Lil Xan's concert.
"I still can't believe all that shit happened to you," she says while smiling. "You're so fucking lucky." I shrug. "Eh, he's okay." She looks at me like I'm dumb. My phone lights up.
Diego is typing...
I bite my lip.
Snapchat Diego
I open it.
Diego: Please tell me you're here babygirl💔
Claudia: I don't know, am I?
Diego: Stop playin with me💔 I wanna see you mami😩
Claudia: Find me then
Diego: I can't leave but I'll look for you babygirl💔
I smile. "He's whipped as fuck," Elisabeth says and I laugh.
We get inside and stand in the crowd.
Diego is typing...
Snapchat Diego
Diego: What you wearing babygirl💔
Claudia: You liked my Instagram picture didn't you?
Diego: Fuck I forgot😂
Instagram @xanxiety commented: 👅👅💔
Diego: You look sexy babygirl😍
Claudia: 🖕🏼💗
I walk in and we get in the crowd.
Not long after Xan a few other guys come out after him.
Diego looks around and I smile.
The first song he sings in Betrayed, which is my shit.
Half way through the song he does a double take when looking at me. He smiles and sings the next line.
"And her pussy tastes like skittles, what?
Yeah, ayy, you can really taste the rainbow,
what?"
His smile got bigger when he sang that part. He looks away for a few seconds.
He looks back at me when he sings the next part.
"Heart shaped kisses, I really miss my mistress
666, evil bitches want my mentions.
Heart shaped kisses, I really miss my mistress
666, evil bitches want my mentions."
He winks before looking away again. He hasn't stopped smiling. His smile is the cutest fucking thing.
•••
After the show Elisabeth and I can barely get through the crowd.
Diego: Come to the stage💔
Claudia: I'm stuck in the fucking crowd🙄
My phone starts ringing. Elisabeth looks at me. "It's my mom," I say and she nods. I answer it. "Come home right away. I need you to help me clean tomorrow so you can't be sleeping in." I roll my eyes. "Okay, bye."
"We have to go home. My mom said I can't sleep in because I have to help her do stuff around the house." She nods. "Better tell your lover that." "Fuck."
Claudia: I have to go home. Maybe we can meet up on a different day.
