*ON HOLD*why me?(janoskians fanfic)

Chapter 11 - Are you you leaving me again?

Chapter 11

A/N: songs of the chapter;

small bump - ed sheeran

and skinny love-birdy

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"Is...is my baby dead?" I asked, feeling my heartbeats increase by the second. Heartbeats that my baby didn't have. I felt a single tear trickle down my face.

"No." The nurse said moving the stick around my stomach more. "It seems you, had a false pregnancy."

"I..I don't understand?" I'm seriously confused, what does she mean 'no'.

"It seems you were never pregnant in the first place."

"But...the tests, I took three tests, how?" I stuttered.

"Your body gave of syntoms that you were pregnant. As something stimulated the wrong hormones to be let off. So your body though you were pregnant."

There was a silence in the room. All eyes were on me. I looked to james, skip, luke, jai then beau. He was in utter shock. Everyone was in utter shock. Nobody knew what to say.

"Can I leave?"I asked, "I don't want to be here anymore." I felt like my whole world had been crushed. The non existent baby I had caused so much pain and arguments. But it's also taught me a few lessons. Who to trust. Who's there for me. So now I know.

The nurse quickly wiped the gel from my stomach. I grabbed by things and walked straight out to the car at a rapid pace with the boys following behind me. I don't know what to say. I'm honestly speechless. Everytime I get my hopes up for something it always get ruined. Just my luck.

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I was sat in my living room with Luke and Jai, talking about today's events. Beaus with skip and james as the boys decided to divide there attention between us.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Luke asked with worry in his tone. I just nodded my head and continued to stare at the carpet; blank like the thoughts in my mind.

"Do you want me to stay the night?" Jai asked. Once again, I nodded my head. He pulled me into a hug rubbing my back.

We continued to sit in silence, with only the sound of the tv disturbing our thoughts.

"Why?" I whispered. Causing both the twins heads to shoot in my direction.

"What do you mean?" Jai asked concerned.

"Why does everything always happen to me? Why do I have to have a shitty relationship? Why do I have to have a false pregnancy? Why do my patents have to be shitty?"

"Tee, don't say that." Luke sighed, "everything bad happens for a reason, god has a plan for you." He continued.

"It better be a damn good plan because I don't know how much more I can take."

"Luke I think you should go now, so Tee can get some rest." Jai said and Luke gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "Everything's gonna be okay." He said, and with that he walked out the door. Jai carried me up stairs and placed me on the bed. I got into some pj shorts and a white tank top before climbing into bed. Jai stripped down into just his boxers and slid into be next to me. "Can I go on your laptop?" He asked. I nodded and he got out my laptop scrolling through twitter and tumblr.

I took out my phone and just stared at the lock screen. It was a picture of me and Beau a few months into the relationship. We went on a walk through the royal botanic gardens. He thought it'd be romantic..and it was. It was perfect, everything was perfect. I just stayed staring at the screen, taking in all the memories the happy times. When things were better. I tried not to let my emotions get the better of me. But how could he just ruin us like that. All because he a jealous little prick! Soon enough the words 'mum' flashed on my phone. Anger filled my eyes, my face scrunched up and I lunged my phone to the other side of the room, causing Jai to jump at the loud bang it made.