Chapter 13
#Tee Pov#
I woke up to the sound of Jai's light snores, feeling the rise and fall of his chest as my head was laid on it. To say I have my own room I haven't even slept in it once since I've been here. I checked my phone for the time and saw it was 8:43 am and the boys have a signing at 11am. May as well let him have a little more sleep, besides he looks adorable.
I launched the twitter app and took a few pics of jais sleeping then a few of me in the picture with him sleeping and posted them, as well as one on instagram labelling it 'awh, cutie💞'. After scrolled through my mentions and retweeted a few people and favourited some aswell.
"@lukeysbae: @teemariona what's about you and beau?"
Ugh, I knew someone would have something to say about Beau.
"@teemariona: @lukeysbae me and beau are no longer together. We're friends, nothing more and we never will be anything more."
I don't mean to sound harsh but I understand they're fangirls and want to know what's happening, considering I am/was one myself but it does get annoying being asked about your private life all the time.
I got out of bed leaving Jai fast asleep and decided to go downstairs and make some food. I plugged my phone into the stereo and put my phone on shuffle. The first song that came on was Set This World On Fire. I sing along and looked in the fridge, took out some bacon and started frying it on the pan turning it occasionally.
"Hey you know me I can skip the beat in your heart.." Someone sung and wrapped their arms around my waist from behind. I looked up to see Beau, smiling down on me. And I couldn't help but let a smile form on my lips.
"I know you told me, don't come around or else we'll get caught." I sung and flipped the bacon. Me and Beau just stayed in that position until the bacon was cooked and he turned off the stove. Soon enough I was swept off my feet and placed softly on the counter.
Forehead to forehead, nose to nose, and almost lips to lips. Me and Beau were that close right now. "I miss you." He whispered against my lips as I looked down at my fingers.
"Beau, I've been here everyday since we broke up. So how could you possible miss me." I spoke careful of the words I chose.
"You know what I mean. I miss us."my eyes shot up to look into his bright green orbs with remained staring into mine.
Us. The same us that had fun times. The same us that didn't last. The same use that broke my heart. But I different us to what Jai referred to me and him as.
"I miss holding you in my arms. Being able to kiss you. Cuddling up and watching movies." His lips remained dangerously close to mine.
"You can still do all that now, so what's different?"
"You're not mine." He looked down and my fingers, trying to avoid eye contact. I could tell he was hurt and I do feel bad but I don't want to go down that road again. I raised my hand and caressed his cheek, which caused him to look up into my eyes once again. Our lips brushed against each other, and I couldn't help myself. I haven't felt his touch in a while and in all honesty. I miss him too.
Our lips soon came in contact, causing a moan to escapes from his lips. He quickly asked for entrance which I gladly accepted and let his tongue roam my mouth. Our tongues passionately slid across each other. Guilt washed over me as I thought about Jai but I couldn't help but kiss Beau. I ran my hands through his hair as his hand found my waist and the other found the back of my neck pushing my head forward deepening the kiss. We were passionately making out before I quickly pulled away.
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FanficTee Mariona, is just your normal teenage girl who suffered from bullying in the past and all she know is to run from her troubles but when she runs into teen heart throbs the janoskians her whole world changes. She goes through a lot of ups and down...