Chapter 16
#Tee Pov#
Jai Brooks, just asked me to be his girlfriend. Like I do like him and I'm 100% convinced that I don't love Beau anymore. I guess I need someone to keep me strong and maybe he can be that someone.
"Yes!" I exclaimed, grabbing on his cheeks and crashing my lips into his. And for the millionth time today we're kissing. I do have feelings for Jai, a lot of feelings but I felt like I had to hide them because of Beau. I didn't want him finding out because I knew how much it would hurt him to know the truth. I pulled away from the kiss regaining my breath. "Can we keep this secret though?"
"Why?" He looked disappointed and upset, why cant things just run smooth for me, I always have to annoy people. "Oh, because beau?"
I faintly nodded and looked down at my fingers. "Yeah." I said in almost a whisper.
"I hate him." He spat.
"No you don't, he's your brother and you love him." I said trying to reassure him.
"I don't see why when you two we're in a relationship we could all talk about it but now you and me are in a relationship we have to keep it secret." He sort of yelled getting agitated. "You're mine, I finally get to call you mine and i can't even tell people that?"
"You can but just not yet. Especially because your fans, they know that me and beau had a relationship. They're gonna think I'm a slut."
"Who cares what they think when you know you're not." He put his hands on my waist as I was still straddling him. "Only the fake janoskianators will give hate to someone all us boys love. You need to have more self confidence."
I let out a long frustrated sigh. "Jai trust me, if you want to make this work, we need to keep with a secret for just a while."
"Okay." He smiled and pecked my lips, "I trust you."
Trust. That's something Beau never had in me. He never trusted me, he was always accusing me of things, never believed anything I said to him. But Jai, he's trusting me already and it's only the start of our relationship.
The rest of the night we sat on the beach watching the waves and the sunset on the shore. I checked my phone seeing the time was now 9:14. I took a picture of the sunset and some of me and jai. One of him kissing my cheek, one of me kissing his. And one of us kissing each other on the lips. I also asked a by passer to take a picture of us, one of us hugging, me with my legs around his waist and my forehead pressed against his and one of us passionately kissing.
I uploaded the all of them apart from the ones were we was kissing to twitter and instagram, with the caption 'beautiful day with @jaibrooks🌅😘💞'
"Let's go then babe." He said and extended his arms. I grabbed hold of his hand and we walked back to the car, hand in hand.
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"Guys I'm gonna go to bed. It's late and we've got the kardashians party tomorrow." Jai said to the boys, the his eyes darted in my direction. "You coming to bed?" He asked me.
"Erm, yeah...sure." I hesitantly replied.
"What's going on there, eyy?" James teased, letting out a chuckle afterwards.
"Oh shut up." Jai laughed and held onto my hand leading me out. We walked up stairs to his room and he laid down on the bed pulling me on top of him.
"Are you gonna come dress shopping with me tomorrow?" I asked, looking down on him.
"Baby, you have thousands of dresses that you haven't even worn yet. Why on earth do you need anymore?" he chuckled.
"Because this is a kardashian party!! I can't be turning up in dresses from last season." I explained, carefully placing a peck on this lips.
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*ON HOLD*why me?(janoskians fanfic)
FanfikceTee Mariona, is just your normal teenage girl who suffered from bullying in the past and all she know is to run from her troubles but when she runs into teen heart throbs the janoskians her whole world changes. She goes through a lot of ups and down...