*ON HOLD*why me?(janoskians fanfic)

Chapter 20 - You Make Me Weak

Chapter 20

"He's an old school friend...how the hell do you know him?" My eyebrows furrow in confusion.

"This is the guy I told you about." She looked towards him, "you know the one that makes me happy. The one that said I make him happy. The one I've never met before, and was supposed to meet today."

Braden just stood there startled, not knowing what to do. The girl, who's name I still do not know, looked back towards me for an explanation. "I promise you, we were only here as friends. I know him from high school. We just went to skate around and get a lemonade." I confessed.

Why would Braden tell me all those sweet things and kiss me while he's seeing another girl? But more importantly why is it bugging me when I'm dating Jai?

"Oh so that's what you were doing Braden! Skating around holding hands with another girl when you flew out here for me-"

"-you flew out here for her?!?" I questioned. How dare he lie to me. "You told me you was out here for your family."

"I was." I states simply.

"So you wasn't out here for me then? You specifically said you're buying tickets just so you can see me because I make you that happy!"

"I was already flying out here to see my family but then I thought I may as well see you aswell. I thought if I said I was flying out for you it would make you feel better." He admitted, kicking at the sand.

"Do you know what? I'm going." I turned on my heel before quickly turning back, "you're a prick." I spat and walked back to my car.

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Angrily, I slammed the front door shut as I walked into the house, with venom in my footsteps.

Why am i so angry, I have no feelings towards him what so ever so why do I feel so angry about it? Probably because he kissed me and showed me he cared. It brought back all the memories of the two of us, back when I thought i was in love with him. But I need to stop those thoughts because I'm in a happy relationship with and amazing guy.

I threw my bag down in the hall way as I took off my shoes. "Hey what's wrong with you?" Beau said, walking up to me down the hallway.

"Nothing." I replied, then I one swift movement I was pushed up against the wall, Beau's fingers on my cheek and his nose touching mine.

My breath hitched in my throat as I was thrown off by his sudden movements. "What-what are you doing back so early?"

"Ronnie left his notes in the office." He pressed his hips into mine, pushing me further onto the wall. "But cut the shit." He pressed his lips onto mine. I pulled away as much as I could.

"What are you doing?" I breathed.

"what we both want." He whispered seductively against my lips.

Guess what?

He's right.

He grabs me by my thighs pulling me up his body, I wrap my legs tightly around his waist as takes us up the stairs into his room laying us down on his bed. He connects both our lips back together as we hungrily kiss each other not bothering to pull away for breath.

His hands find their way to my shorts, peeling them down my legs while I unbuckle his belt and he kicks his trousers off his legs and pulls his shirt over his head, exposing his abs, quickly returning back to the kiss.

I let my hands run up and down his body, he presses his hips into mine and I can feel him through his boxers. He's quick to take off my crop top and throwing it across the floor, pulling away from the kiss once more to smirk kinkily at me.

Reaching a hand over to the drawer, he pulled out a foil packet, ripping it open, pulling down his boxers and placing it on. In one tug my panties we're off and tossed across the room joining my top.

He rubbed his member down my centre before slowly sliding into me, remaining stationary. I let out a gasp, I haven't had sex in a while and even when I was with Beau we didn't have it much, so it still hurts a little.

"Can I move yet?" He asked and I nodded. His thrusts started of slow as well as our kiss. "Oh god." He moans against my lips. His thrusts become more frequent and persistent as he picks up the pace slightly. Unexpected moans escaping my mouth as soft low grunts escaped his.

Just this moment makes me realise how much I missed him during the time we broke up. The memories from the first time we ever had sex, I know I wasn't his first but he was mine and that meant everything to me and he took that away from me, with no remorse.

"I love you so much Tee." He panted as his thrusts became slightly floppies and we both reached our highs.

He pulled out and tied the condom throwing it in the bin. He laid down next to me and wrapped his arm around my body. I quickly got up and put on my knickers and shorts, throwing his clothes at him and he began to redress. "Well, um.." He scratched the back of his neck, "I've got to get back to the meeting."

"Don't forget Ronnie's notes." I hopelessly smiled, sitting on his bed.

The pad of his thumb traced my jaw line, and he placed a soft kiss on my cheek. "Don't beat yourself up about what just happened. I don't regret it and neither should you. We both know you and Jai's relationship won't last." He gave me a sympathetic smile and made his way down the stairs. After hearing the door shut I let out a loud frustrated yell.

What have I just done?

I've just cheated on Jai, my boyfriend, the boy I'm trying to learn to love. How could I be such a heartless bitch?

I pad across the hall way into the bathroom and strip down. Getting into the shower letting the water wash me of my sins. I fall to my bum wrapping my arms around my legs and start crying. I feel nothing but shame as I sit here in this shower. Reminiscing about the events which just took place next door.

Beau Peter Brooks, you make me weak.

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Ok, so this is just a filler chapter, ignore any mistakes I'm really ill today but I might update again today since this ones so short :)