*ON HOLD*why me?(janoskians fanfic)

Chapter 14 - The Explanation

Chapter 14

#Tees POV#

"Hey, hey, don't say that." He quietly said and bent down caressing my cheek. I forcefully shoved his hand away.

"Don't you dare touch me." I spat, "you did ruin my life, you're the reason my life is at the point it already is. You're the reason I harmed my self for how many years. You're the reason practically half of England has seen me naked. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!"

I quickly picked up all my things and started walking to my car. The whole time I was holding back my tears, trying not to break down.

"Don't say that!" He exclaimed running up behind me as I shut the boot of my car. "I can explain everything."

"There's not thing to explain." I whispered and looked down frantically, letting a tear slide down my face.

"Hey now," he whispered, wiping my tears away with his thumbs. "Don't cry because of me." See this is the him I fell for, the loving caring Braden. Not the Mr Big Show Braden.

"Braden," I sighed, "my life is not at a good point right now and I really don't want to talk." A few more tears ran down my face.

"Please just give me a chance to explain." He begged.

Maybe I should let him explain. Because all ive been wanting to know this whole time is WHY. "Get in the car." I said and walked round to my side of the vehicle and hopped in and so did he.

"Where are we going?" He asked cautiously.

"My house."

"You live out here now?"

"No, I live in Australia but me and my room mates have come out here for business." The tears had finally started to slow down. "Besides what are you doing out here?"

"Me and my mum came to visit the family. And I got bored of being in the house so I thought id hit the beach and now I'm in your car."

"Cool." I said with absolutely no interest.

"Soo...." He drifted off. "Who are your room mates?"

"Luke, Jai, Beau, James and Daniel. You don't know them."

"I recognise their names though." I'm not going to tell him that they are the janoskians, I'll wait for him to fine out for himself.

After a short drive we finally pulled up to the house. I checked my watch and noticed the boys should be back in about 3-4 ish hours.

"Shit, this house is awesome." He gasped.

"Yeah...I know." I slammed the car door shut and unlocked the front door walking into the living room with Braden trailing behind me. "Can I get you a drink? Water? Juice? Beer?"

"Just a water is that's okay." I walked into the kitchen grabbed two bottles of water, returning to the living room passing him one of the bottles, sitting on the couch next to him.

"So..." I said, "explain."

"I'm really really sorry."

"You already said that." I breathed out, "I just want to know, why?" I look straight into his eyes and he stared into mine. "Why did you do it? Why did you send it to people? Why did you even ask for the picture for fuck sake!" I started to get angrier feeling my temperature rising by the second.

"I asked for the picture because all my friends had fan signs and nudes from other girls and I didn't want to be the only one without one. And you being my girlfriend at the time, you was the only person I could ask."

I let out a long frustrated sigh, "and I was stupid enough to send it...UGH! I'm such a fucking idiot stupid fucking slut!"

"Hey! Don't beat yourself up about it. I was the dick here not you." He brushed a piece of hair out my face caressing my cheek with his hand softly. His bright brown orbs longed into mine. "You was young, naive and I took advantage of that and I'm sorry."

"Why did you send it though?"my voice cracked as one solid tear leaked out my eye.

"I didn't, I showed the guys. We were all sleeping at Charlie's house and I felt cocky about my first ever fan sign so I showed them. Then Kieron took my phone and sent it to himself and I guess he sent it to everyone. But you never gave me the chance to explain that baby," he sighed and frantically looked down, "you just broke up with me and avoided me then eventually moved schools." I could tell that he now was starting to get emotional. Regret, hurt and love all ran through his eyes at once as his body came closer to mine. "I've missed you a lot Tee. I know our relationship was soo long ago but I do still miss you."

And just like that our lips collided sending shivers down my spine.

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Short filler chapter,lol. So what do you thinks gonna happen? Do you believe his story? Do you think tee's gonna get with jai?