*ON HOLD*why me?(janoskians fanfic)

chapter 25 - "i will do anything to make you happy."

Chapter 25

#Tee POV#

We've been back in Australia for around 2months now, and the whole time me and Jai have become a lot more intimate. We've had sex...a lot. We've PDA'd a lot, which Luke always scolds us for. Beau and I have had sex once or twice but I try to stay as far away from him as possible. I don't want to hurt Jai by telling him but Beau always uses it against me to get me to sleep with him. My parents as usual have been calling but not as frequent as before, I think they're finally starting to realise that I don't want anything to do with them, and I'm glad.

The boys are all out with Ronnie for a boys day out. So I'm alone in my house, although Gina's next door. I haven't uploaded a video in a while so I thought why not. I grabbed my canon and set up my tripod, got my guitar and got comfortable. After a few minutes of thinking I finally decided on the song I was going to sing.

"Hey guys, today I'm going to be singing Dirty Little Secret by All American Rejects. I hope you like it." I smiled at the camera, incase you're wondering, yes this is about Beau.

"Let me know that I've done wrong

When I've known this all along

I go around a time or two

Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away

Find out games you don't wanna play

You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret

(Dirty little secret)

Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret

(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)

My dirty little secret

Who has to know?

When we live such fragile lives

It's the best way we survive

I go around a time or two

Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away

Find out games you don't wanna play

You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret

(Dirty little secret)

Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret

(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)

My dirty little secret

Who has to know?

The way she feels inside

(Inside)

Those thoughts I can't deny

(Deny)

These sleeping dogs won't lie

(Won't lie)

And now I try to lie

It's eating me apart

Trace this life line

I'll keep you my dirty little secret

(Dirty little secret)

Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret

I'll keep you my dirty little secret

(Dirty little secret)

Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret