*ON HOLD*why me?(janoskians fanfic)

Chapter 7 - Are you positive?

Chapter 7

I woke up remembering last night. How could such a fun day turn into such a shit night. Words were said that shouldn't have been, I told beau I hate him..I don't, I'm madly in love with him. Why can't he see that? I just want us to he happy together and not be arguing all the time.

I turned on my phone and I had 27missed calls; 19from beau, 5from jai and 4 from luke. And 34 texts; 23 from beau, 6 from luke and 5 from jai. I decided to call luke.

#Phone call#

"Tee?"

"Yeah.."

"Are you alright?" He asked sounding concerned.

"No, I'm broken.." A tear slipped from my eye.

"Please come over, I want to talk to you before we leave."

"Maybe..look I'm gonna go." I sighed.

"Okay, think about it, cya."

"Bye."

#end of phone call#

I think it's best that I do go talk to Luke about it, he is my big brother after all. I got showered and everything, put on some grey yoga pants and a black vest top with a pair of white converse. Scooped my hair into a pony tail and didn't bother with make up, what's the point. Just as I was about to step out the door I got that feeling in my stomach again and bolted straight to the bathroom and thew up my guts.

I walked next door to the brooks house and knocked 3 times. Shortly the door was opened and I saw him. Beau. His hair was a mess, his eyes were red. I could tell he'd been crying. I wanted to jump into his arms and forgive him just like that but I couldn't. I walked straight past him and heard him call out. "Tee please.." He said and grabbing onto my wrist. I shook out his grasp and jogged up to the twins room and opened the door and instantly burst into tears. Luke jumped up and pulled me into a long hug. "Shh sh, it'll be okay." He took me onto his top bunk. Then the door opened slightly and beaus head popped round. Seeing his face made more tears run down my face. "Tee please, I just want to talk to you." He cried. I buried my head in my hands. "Beau just come out for a second." Luke told him and he did exactly that.

"So what happened?" He asked me. "He's just..he's and idiot and he doesn't care!" I weeped. "He called me a slut and accused me of sleeping with Jai. The only thing I've done with jai is kiss him and that was before me and beau even got together!"

"Woah, he was drunk though you have to remember." He said.

"I know but it doesn't change the fact that it hurt me, no one understands how much I'm hurting right now." I cried even more, luke pulled me into him and I rested my head on his chest."well he does, he's going through the same thing,you should go talk to him.." Lukes right, I should. This is why me and luke are so close he understands me and gets me.

"Where's jai?"I questioned.

"He's went to the gym." Just as he said that jai walked through the door.

"Woah, tee are you okay, luke what the fuck have you done to her?" Jai yelled.

"It's not me it's beau you fucking idiot." Luke replied.

"I'm gonna kill him." He started to walk to the door.

"No jai, please don't." I pleaded. I jumped off the top bunk and grabbed onto his arm. "I need to go talk to him." Jai nodded and I walked out into beaus room.

He was just laying with his face planted into his pillow weeping. Hearing his tiny sobs made my heart break. "Beau." I waited for a reply. His head shot in my direction, his eyes were red and puffy. He cheeks tear stained and his heart broken. I burst into tears once again. "Can we talk?" He asked. I nodded and sat on the end of his bed and he sat up in the bed. "I'm sorry for everything, I didn't mean anything I said last night, it's just the alcohol it makes me a different type of person and I can't help it. I'm really really really sorry. I love you so much please don't leave me." He pleaded, tears rushing down his face.