*ON HOLD*why me?(janoskians fanfic)

Chapter 9 - Twitcam, youtube and welcome home

I haven't proof read this so they may be a few minor grammatical errors lul

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Chapter 9

~~next morning after argument~~~

#beau pov#

What have I done. How could I have been so stupid, to let the one I love just slip out my hands like that. I love her so much and just like that's she's out my life.

Fuck.

My anger got over me, I cannot believe I almost hit her. Shit, my mums gonna be so disappointed in me.

I walked next door to mums house and walked into the living room. Jai and Luke's head shot in my direction. "You're a fucking asshole."Jai said in disgust, "how fucking dare you, you inconsiderate asshole."

"Jai honey relax," mom calmed him down, "but beau I'm so disappointed in you."

I hung my head, "I know, I shouldn't have done it." I took a seat on the couch.

"You better hope she comes back, that's my best fucking friend. And you've let her go." Luke said painfully. I feel bad Luke and Tee were really close and I've kinda wrecked their friendship.

"Bro, I'm sorry I really am." I pleaded.

They both just got up and left the room, angry. Mom looked at me with comforting eyes, I sat by her side and she hugged me tightly as I burst into tears. "I don't know what to do mom." I cried.

"You need to give her some space, some time to think, let her realise what's happened before you do anything else." She calmly said, I nodded and she carried on. "You are aware having a child isn't easy. But you need to help her every step of the way. Make sure you're there to keep her strong."

"I want to be therefore her, I want this baby. But more importantly I want her back." I cried harder. "Mommy, I want my girlfriend back, I love her so much and I can't take it. What have I done?"

"You've just made a little mistake baby it's okay." She kissed my forehead, "do you want to stay here tonight?"

"No, i want to stay over there. For the thought of her." I sniffed and kissed my mom on the cheek. "Thank you." I got up and walked home. I went on twitter and sent out two tweets and noticed Tee was doing a twitcam, anything to see her face. I got my laptop out and shortly saw her beautiful face on the screen and it made me do happy. Even though she was crying.

"Hey guys," She smiled, and took a deep breathe, " okay so alot of you are wondering what's going on. Me and Beau have broken up. These past few days have been hell in our relationship. I'm not going to get into detail it's up to Beau if he wants to tell you all because it's his actions why our relationship is at the point it is. We've had some of the worst arguments ever. Things have been said which shouldn't have been and things have been done which shouldn't have been. But mistakes are made and we have to learn from them."

She was crying uncontrollably which made me start crying at the fact I've hurt her this much. She's my world and I've destroyed it. "Okay, I don't know what else to say so I'll answer some questions." She said.

"@lukeismine: do you love/ still love him?"

"Of course I still love him, feelings don't just disappear like that. I'm deeply in love with that stupid asshole. No matter how much I wish I wasn't, I am and I can't help that. I want to take him back but right now I can't."

She still loves me, this made me smile loads and I couldn't help but text her.

"To: My princess xx