Chapter 17
#Tees Pov#
His hand reaches up to my hair and instantly tangled within it, as our lips move swiftly across each other. My hands stay pressed on his chest as I am battling whether to push him off me or not. His tongue slips inside my mouth both of us fighting for dominance but this time, I win. He allows me tongue to roam his mouth freely with the odd strokes of his tongue against mine. This is wrong and I know it is but I want his touch but I'm dating Jai, this can't happen.
"Beau stop." I mumble against his mouth, but he carried on. I convert all my energy into pushing him off of me.
"Baby, why?" He says upsettingly, staring me in my eyes with his bright green orbs.
"Stop! Don't call me that!" I exclaim, as I feel the tears start to pry their way out my eyes.
"You used to love it when I called you babe or baby." He frowns raising his hand to caress my cheek.
"But I'm not yours anymore Beau." I cried and turn on my heel and ran down the stairs. "Jai?!" I shouted hoping to get a response from him, the music is so loud and there's so many people here. I picked up the pace making my way to the back garden. With one big thump I fell to the floor, and that's when the tears started to flow harder.
"Woah, you alright there?" I look up to see Harry staring at my with a worried expression.
"I'm fine, I just need to find Jai Brooks." I cried and he pulled me into his chest giving me a warm hug.
Who would've thought that out of all people, Harry a Styles would be comforting me.
"I don't know why you're crying and you probably don't wanna tell me why, but just enjoy yourself, ok? You're at a party, let loose and have fun. Besides that face of yours is too pretty to be covered in tears." He smiled down at me.
"Thanks Harry." I smiled. He gave me another quick hug. And I carried on making my way outside, this time slower because I don't want to crash into someone again. Every so often I would wipe my tears but there's no use, they just keep coming back.
I finally reach the door to outside and as soon as I open it I see him.
"Jai." I frantically call for him, his head turns and so does the group of people he's with. As soon as he sees me upset, his expression softens.
"Babe." He stood up and wrapped his arms around me. His shirt absorbed the salty substance that flowed from my eyes. I don't know how to explain myself. Do I explain myself? Do I tell him I cheated on him our first day of dating? Did I even cheat? he came on to me!
'But you didn't pull away.' My subconscious adds.
"What's wrong?" His eyebrows furrowed. "What happened?"
"Can we go home?" I ask, in attempt to ignore his question.
"Of course." He quickly agreed and kissed the top of my head. "I'll see you guys later." He said to the people he was previously chatting with. We headed back inside with his arm wrapped around my waist holding me close and tight. How could I be so stupid to kiss Beau. How could he be such and idiot and kiss me!
We got to a taxi and he began to drive. The ride to the house was silent, a little awkward but extremely silent. We reached the outside of the house and we climbed out the car, Jai paid the driver and we headed inside.
After putting on one of Jai's essedon shirts to sleep in I got under his covers, as did he. And he wrapped his arms around my body. "Do you want to tell me what was the matter?" He whispers into my hair.
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