Reteach Me | Kylo Ren x Reader

Chapter Eight | Hatred

It felt as if Kylo could have held you in the rain for the next ten years if you allowed him. You could hear his sobs coming through the modulator, could feel him shaking as his arms became impossibly tight around your midsection. In a sick sort of way you were happy to see him as well, it was just a sense of seeing someone you were so close to after so long, you could say you missed him just a tad.

"Y/n, it's you. You're safe." He said, you knew he was crying under the mask but it sounded so crazy when monotone. You rolled your eyes as you suppressed the need to reach out and hold him as well, that would not be the best of ideas. His helmet tipped back, the grille was now locked with your eyes. "I can't believe that it's you." You reached behind you and pried Kylo's arms off of you as quick as you could. He stumbled back just a bit, resting his hands on his knees and looking up at you as if he was a submissive man. The entire situation was just bizzare, this kind of behavior was unusual for Kylo.

"What do you want, Kylo?" You asked, not quite sure how to tell him to just take you and leave. You were hoping he had no clue about Griffin, that he would just allow you to board his ship and fly back to your cold prison. Kylo stood himself from the ground and towered over you once more, sniffling here and there. He composed himself enough to speak to you again, crossing his hands behind his back to regain his dominance.

"I've come to find you." You exhaled silently, his wish was your command. "Well, here I am. Let's go." There were gasps coming from behind you after you spoke. "No!" Rey shrieked as she jumped up from behind Kylo and ran toward you. "Y/n, what are you saying?"

"Out of my way scavenger." Kylo said as he pushed Rey out of the way once again, this time she didn't fall into the mud. He looked back at you, you could almost feel the unbelievable look he was giving you from under his helmet. "Do you mean it, y/n? You want to come back with me?" You nodded your head, not breaking your brave facade. "I do, let's go. The ships that way?" You said as you started walking toward where the storm troopers all were. "Y/n! No! You can't leave! You can't!" Rey said as she looked on at you walking away from her.

You were stopped abruptly by Kylo yanking back on your arm. You stumbled back toward him, looking at him confused. This was what he wanted, why was he stopping you? "We're missing something." He said. You shook your head as you lurched yourself to where you were originally headed to. "No, no Kylo. I don't need anything from here. Let's just go. I want to get out of this rain." Kylo pulled you back to him and there was silence between you two. You were praying to the gods that he wasn't about to mention what you thought he was going to say, because there'd be no way you could get out of it.

"The child, y/n. Where is the child?"

Fuck.

"No!" Rey shrieked once more as if she was being killed. You stayed as calm as you could, not wanting to lose your cool as Rey did and further tip Kylo off that his child was on the base. Maybe you could talk him down, convince him he didn't need Griffin. Maybe? If you were good enough, but you seriously doubted yourself.

"Child? Um, child. You-you mean Eli? Eli isn't around right now. He's also about to turn ten years old, he won't want to come-"

"Quit playing stupid, y/n." Kylo cut you off, grabbing a hold of the collar of your shirt and bringing you uncomfortably close to his helmet. "Our child. The child that you and I produced together." Everyone was silent around you, save for Rey who started to cry behind you. Even she knew this was about to turn ugly, your hopes to keep Kylo away from his son were instantly dashed. "The child that you've kept concealed from me for the last four years. My child. Where is it?" While Kylo's voice was filled to the brim with nothing but elated emotion to have you back with him, it was now filled with daggers, slicing and cutting your lies into pieces. He was angry, he wanted your son and it seemed he would stop at nothing to get to him.