Reteach Me | Kylo Ren x Reader

Chapter 26 | Six Little Words

It was quarter till three when Kylo came home, several hours early and in a hurry to gather you up. Griffin sat on the floor playing with his toy boat and you were in the kitchen sweeping the floor. He rushed right up to you, his boots clicking loudly on the now clean kitchen floor behind you."Y/n, we need to go now." He said, even though he had his helmet on you could still hear the panic in the tones of his voice. You were still angry at him for ejaculating inside of you against your will, having wiped and scooped as much out of you as you could after the deed was done to try and deter the natural process of baby making.

The last thing you wanted was to bring more of Kylo's children into the world, especially if he was going to be there from start to finish in the child's life. You loved Griffin with all of your heart, and if you had the chance to go back in time and stop yourself from having intercourse so that Griffin would not come to exist, you had no doubt in your mind that you Wouldnt change a thing. Griffin was your miracle child, and you had decided a long time ago that he didn't deserve to miss out on a chance at life just because he was fathered by someone you would consider to be one of the worst men in the galaxy. When it came to other children being sired by that same man? You'd stop at nothing to prevent them from even existing in the first place.

If you were pregnant now then you'd have a tough decision to make, one that you weren't counting on making because you kept putting it in your mind that Griffin was the lucky one, the one that managed to make it in your sick body. You kept trusting that the doctor that saw you was correct and it would be a very slim chance that you'd get pregnant again. But if there was another miracle child inside of you, or if there would be within the next few days? You'd hate to think Kylo would deny you access to an abortion, but then again you were speaking of Kylo who was so head strong and bossy. Just like the first time Kylo ever mentioned he wanted children with you, you knew that he took whatever he wanted, and that more than likely included whether or not you gave him more children.

"Y/n, now. Let's go." Kylo said, grabbing the broom out of your hand and throwing it to the floor. You took a step back, refusing to entertain whatever plans he had for you. It worried you slightly that he was somewhat panicked, the harsh tones in his voice indicative of his freight. "I'm not going anywhere with you." You said, bending over to pick up the broom. Using the Force he kicked it out of your grasp, taking a hold of your wrist. You yelped, trying your hardest to pull your hand out of his grip

"We don't have time for this, love. We need to go now." By now, Griffin had noticed the commotion going on in the kitchen and had ran to the entrance, watching as the two of you fought over where you would be going. "Kylo Ren! You're home!" Griffin said as he bounced on his toes. Griffin only ever called Kylo his "daddy" that one time in the medbay, ever since then he's just been Kylo Ren. Kylo seemed to have taken your advice, over the past few days actually taking the time to sit on the floor and play with Griffin's dinosaurs or model ships with him or to read him a story or two before bed. You had come to accept it, Kylo had agreed to teach Griffin more about how to use the Force and he couldn't successfully do that if Griffin didn't like him. Besides, Griffin would have a better life in the First Order if you weren't continually putting bad images of Kylo into his head. You just decided to leave the situation alone for now.

"Kylo Ren? Where are you going with mommy? Can I come please?" Griffin said as he toddled up to Kylo and began pulling on his leg. Meanwhile Kylo was now pulling you toward the front door against your will, let one of his hands fall from your arm to Griffin's head as he told him 'not right now.'

"What do you mean not right now? If you're going to force me to go somewhere with you Griffin needs to come too! I'm not going to leave him here alone." Griffin stepped back as he watched Kylo struggle to pull you out of the kitchen without making it seem like anything was wrong. You hated fighting with Kylo in front of him and, based off of Griffin's art work on the walls from a few days ago, Griffin was well aware of how Kylo had harmed you in the past.