Reteach Me | Kylo Ren x Reader

Chapter Eighteen | Keep me

You had known the minute you laid eyes on the man that he had come from the First Order. Why else would he make a comment like he did, about Finn not being Griffin's real dad? Furthermore, what other organization would see an unarmed and unprotected woman and her four year old son simply taking a walk and decide to knock them out with a baton? The First Order was such a corrupt group of people, you knew from the second you saw that angry looking blonde man.

But now was a completely different situation. Now you sat tied to a folding chair, your feet were bound to the legs of the chair and your hands were tied at the wrists behind your back. You were staring at a group of fifteen other people, dressed in long black robes and black masks just like Kylo. These must be his men, his Knights of Ren. They were staring at you, some of their heads cocked to the side. Were they pitying you? Were they angry with you? There was no way to tell, absolutely no way. Did it matter? You felt like your fate was pretty clear. Whatever was about to happen to you was going to be public and uncomfortable.

"Master, she's awakened." One of them spoke, the rest took their eyes from you and craned their necks to look behind them. Shortly after Kylo emerged from the crowd, the knights parting from themselves for him. "Kylo! What's going on?" You started as he approached you. You were massively happy to see him, the last time you had seen each other he was begging you to stay, sure he'd see how badly his men had fucked up and would let you go immediately. You tried to scoot the chair forward as best as you could, hoping Kylo would see how afraid you were and untie you.

Instead, you got a harsh slap to the face.

You sat there completely bewildered, trying to reason to yourself that Kylo didn't really just slap you. But as your cheek seared in pain you realized quickly that this was, indeed, real life. "Don't you speak unless you're spoken to, am I understood?" You nodded your head, willing your tears away as best as you could. You didn't know why Kylo was so angry or why he orchestrated your kidnapping as well as this "meeting," but you knew what to do when he got this angry; sit down, listen to him, and comply with whatever he had to say. It was your only guarantee to freedom, and it was the only thing you could think to do to keep you and Griffin safe. You didn't know what Kylo did with Griffin, but to keep yourself calm you imagined he had him held up in his quarters, gave him lots of toys to play with to keep him occupied until you'd be released. The likelihood of that scenario being true was slim to none, but the idea of Griffin safe still kept you calm.

"Y/n, I'm incredibly disappointed in you. You came onto the Finalizer having me believing you were a great mother, telling me to keep my hands off of my own son as if I was going to hurt him. But then you go off and abuse the poor boy! What a joke, I can't believe I ever let you leave my custody."

You shivered as you watched Kylo as he watched you from behind his mask, finally allowing your tears to fall based on the accusation that you abused your own child. "Ky-Kylo, I don't know what you're talking about. I never abused Griffin! I would never abuse him!" You had kinda figured the First Order was watching you somehow, and if they were then you wanted to know just what they observed you do to Griffin to make you think you were abusing him.

Kylo walked around the back of your chair, disappearing from your field of vision. The fact that you couldn't see him made you even more nervous than when he was standing in front of you. "Ky—What makes you think I hurt Griff-"

Your speech was cut off just as your airway was. Kylo had taken the collar of your shirt in his hand and lifted both you and the chair up in the air, effectively hanging you and causing you to choke. "You think this is okay? Do you think this is okay to do to a four year old boy, y/n?" Kylo was so strong, at the same time he was holding you up he was also shaking you, creating minute opportunities for you to take in as much air as you could. You vision began to go completely black, the horrifying strained choking noises coming from your mouth starting to fade the longer he held you there in the air. You had given up hope, just as you thought several times before, Kylo was going to kill you.