Chapter Ten | No Regrets

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After Griffin was released from school you stayed for an additional ten minutes so that Griffin could play with his little group of friends while you stood at the counter and chatted up other moms and the librarian. It was always the same, "Oh, how's Griffin?" "He's wonderful! How's Chelsea?" "She's great, How is Riley?" until the conversation would shift to what was being made for dinner or what their child's home activities looked like for the day. Basic mom chat, you had mastered it all by the time Griffin was two when more children started showing up on the Base.

This time was a tad bit different, you had a new person coming to talk with you and your mom friends. A person you could have gone the rest of your life without seeing again. "So, heard you're going back to Kylo Ren. Does your boyfriend approve?" You sipped your water, looking away from her. This was the newly recruited spy that spent a number of months within the First Order, and my god was she annoying. Before the mission you tried to warn her before hand not to go, you told her it would practically be a death sentence for her if she got too close to Kylo Ren. She had invited you out for some drinks early after Griffin was born, she wanted to know any helpful information you could tell her about Star Killer and Kylo Ren. You didn't have much to say, other than steer clear of that maniac, but based off of a sexually explicit rumor you heard about her you assumed she had not taken your advice. That girl was trouble, as soon as you saw her stumble back through the gates of the Resistance your eyes rolled.

"I'm only going for a visit, strictly for my son." You gulped, already annoyed at this conversation. What gave her the right to ask if Finn would approve of you taking Griffin to see his dad, even though you hadn't asked him yet. "Oh, well I'm glad to see you're taking him. Was he here? Was Kylo Ren here?" You looked at your mom friends for help, but they were all sipping on their coffee looking at each other instead of you. "Um, yeah, he was here." A strange smile spread across her face. She was happy, almost too happy for Kylo to have been here. You were beginning to think those rumors were true. "Oh, damn. Just missed him." She giggled. "Well, when you see him again give him a kiss for me."

You had almost vomited in your mouth at her words. "Give him a...why would I be kissing Kylo Ren? He's my ex husband!" You were outraged, could hardly hide the disgust on your face at her request. Your tone had gotten louder and you had drawn the attention of people around the library, except for your mom friends who were quietly shuffling away from you. The girl, however, didn't seem embarrassed in the slightest. She just sat there smiling at you as you steamed, if you didn't know any better you would say she had upset you on purpose. She shrugged her shoulders, now smiling at the ground. "I don't know, I just miss him. I'm jealous of you, I guess." She playfully cut her eyes at you, giggling once more. "I want to kiss him again, I want to go back and see him and I guess I'm just upset it's you and not me."

You gripped your water tightly, that man beat you and held you hostage and got you pregnant against you will. Everyone on the base knew that, and she knew that because you, yourself, had told her! And she wants to see him? You couldn't hold back, couldn't hold back at all. Your arm went back behind you and soon the water from your bottle was cascading all over the girl, soaking her and her short ass, low cut, whorish looking dress down to almost nothing. She screamed at the top of her lungs, jumping back a little too late as your water dripped down off of her and onto the floor. If people weren't staring at you before, they sure were now.

"Mommy! That's bullying!" Griffin shouted from across the library at you, everyone in the library had heard it and had seen the shit show play out, your cheeks had roses blooming brightly in them. As you walked as quickly as you could over to Griffin and his friends you were reminded why you were there in the first place, but why was she there? Did she have a child in Griffin's preschool that you didn't know about? Was she volunteering in the library? Or did she simply come over to torture you?

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