Chapter 46: Truth Hurts

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VENNISE TEARS fell down to HER cheek when she closed the door.

Agad na nyang nilisan ang lugar matapos magpaalam. SHe cant take it.
She do ruin someone life for her sake.
She was so unfair.

Walang patid ang pag agos ng aking mga luha sa aking pisngi, matapos kong punasan ay mag panibago nanamang luhang bumabagsak.

I tied my hair into a messy bun
While packing my things.

Sana hindi na ako bumalik pa.
Para kasing itinadhana saakin ang masaktan ng ganito.
Why this life was so f#cking unfair huh? Why this world so fvcking unfair?

Nakaramdam ako ng pagkahilo at ang pagsakit ng aking mga mata
Mariin kong ipinikit ang aking mga mata.
I need to take care of myself.

Kaagad akong kumuha ng pagkain sa ref, baka gutom lang ulit iyung pagkahilo ko at sa stress maybe.
I do eat a salad pero agad akong napatakbo sa lababo ng hindi tanggapin iyun ng sikmura ko.
I wiped my mouth and do drink a stresstab .

I need to clear all the things.
I need to fix something that makes someone life more happier, i cant he more selfish just only for my own.

Nung unay natanggap ko na dapat ako. Na dapat saakin lang ang akin,
Until i realize  that i cant get whatever i want. Hindi lahat ay saakin.
Im so selfish just to be happy on my own without thinking someone life that i almost ruin in just wrong move and wrong moment.
Im so devastated, and Zarina was purely devastated for what I've done. I need to clear it. Kailangan ko itong ayusin. I cant be like this. I cant be selfish now, maybe i know i can find the right guy for me, who was willing to love me with his full  heart.
Maybe someday i can find him. Or I already found him but i cant recognize him?

Hawak hawak ang isang tangkay ng rosas na kanyang binili ay
Itinapon nya iyun sa dagat.

'I will set you free' she said before she feel the liquid on her cheek.
Shes crying again and that is because of him, again.

Naglalad sya palayo sa dagatat tinungo ang kotse at sumakay roon.
She open the wind shield and feel the fresh water .

She slowly close her eyes but she dont even expect that she was about to cry, she just feel that her eyes get hot until her tears fell down to her cheek.

Nang imulat nya ang mga mata ay may paparating na truck na syang babangga sakanya anumang sandali.

She dont think properly until she heard a lot of buzz that came from that giant truck that was about to crashed her into a millionth nothing...



XIAN JAKE POV.

  Nakaupo ako sa tabi ni Zamara habang hawak ko ang kanyang kamay.

"Baby, im sorry, come on, wake up . Dado is  waiting ..." he said trying not to cry.

"X-Xian, i can handle this.. Vennise went here to look after her.." nagtaas ako ng ulo ng magsalita ito.

So? Vennise came here to see her?
He feel a lot of guilt.

"Is she mad?" Hindi nya mapigilang magtanong rito.

"She's not." She said.

Nag iwas ako ng tinggin.
Zarina feel hurt he feel it.
Masakit din para rito na makita ang anak nyang nakaratay sa kama at maraming kung ano anong tubo at wire na nakakabit rito.

Hindi nya magawang iwan ang dalawa. Pero hindi nya naman kayang isuko ang pagmamahal nya para rito.

"Im sorry, i didnt protect her" i said with a sob.

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