Lost Lover

My win

I remember the day
You said for first
That you do love me strong
And i was in illusion
That my love was same as yours
What about the calls I did
Which weren't picked at all
And all the gifts I brought for you
Were they thrown in the dark
Gazing in the sky I thought
My moon's the same you watch
But now I realise yours is just
A dark night full of clouds
Nothing of me ever was
Important to your life
My birthday came and you were one
To wish me at the last
I had the cake and gifts and love
But I longed for the thing
Which never was for me but I
Kept waiting for the sin
The days passed and the months
And you realised that I moved on
And you didn't stand a chance to win
Still I gave you the go
It was all fine
Then one fateful day
When i tucked in your tree
You pecked my bones
And ate my flesh
Until I felt the grieving
And still the scars dwell in my heart
I shiver when I find
The way you hurt me broke me down
But I did then realise
The world's meant just to break you till
Your breath feels heavy, slow
And I'm not gonna lose my game
I'll win it over all