Lost Lover

Defeat

Cause it all pains in my head

So I turned the noises on

The song kept their voices faint

So I got lost in my world

After I closed my eyes

I found myself in the universe

The one that I had planned

Which told me every word of love

From a distance, from another world

I could hear the screaching sounds

And this wasn't just a dream

At times piercing me in the back

And when I had the trauma

No one there to call aback

I hide the pain alone

I find me a fighting soul

From something so unreal

And from something so unhoped

I frantic as a rabbit

When the beast takes up the troll

And down there in the burrow

Hoping for an Angel to approach

The shadow growing dark

The figure taking a form

Untidy and unhealthy

Weak enough to lose

Silently