Lost Lover

Arousal

There were times
When I would think of title before words
Feelings before worlds
Do old ballads matter or mean anything now
Their names being just a literary work
Their time o' birth, now with acquired name because of the white hairs it has dealt
How does that make sense to the man today
Science and scientist being the only want of the day
Other than it is power that holds
The best of the man
And I'm mere a person
When the sky will shred
I'll be shred along
For I am not a discoverer in their terms
And they are not an observer in mine
Witful, I wished I could be
But now that the innocence is gone
I want it back
I want it back for I know not if twists has done me any good
My facade face
Now without expression isn't cold or warm
For I am trying to perceive
What I really want
What I really think I know not
And knowing what you think affects me overall
I can't love rightly
I can't hate rightly
I can't stay to terms shortly
And I can't believe in thee God
For I have lost my faith in you
I know not about your faith in me
Coming home has given me great delights and new possibilities
But will I end up performing more precisely
Or will I end up an uncut diamond
Or the non pressed stone will be my identity
In all base I'll be me
But what will change my form I know not
Where to bring that concentration from
I know not
Thee guide me