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Draft: 29/12/17  12:16
Published: 04/01/18   00:24
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"Please. Please let me sleep forever. I'm done fighting...Just... Please,"
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[Y/n] was happy that it was now the holidays.

He finally was able to spend all his time stuffed inside his bedroom and finally didn't have to deal with people.

But [Y/n] felt sad for an unknown reason. He needed to talk to someone. He lifted his phone from his desk and tapped on a number, letting it ring.

Ring
Ring
Ring
Ring
Ring

[Y/n] looked at his phone confused. Why wasn't Jiae picking up? He tapped on her number again and waited for her to pick up.

Ring
Ring
Ring
Ring
Ri-

[Y/n] tapped the 'cancel' button and sighed, a bit distraught as to why Jiae didn't pick up. He looked out his window, seeing the houses of his neighbourhood outside. 'Maybe she's busy...,' he reassured himself. He looked down at the floor before getting up to head to the small block of apartments he told Jungkook to meet him at.

He remembered that he texted him yesterday what time he was to come and the location it was. He told him to come at 2 pm. It was half past one. [Y/n] took his dark blue coat and put it on him along with his green scarf. He told his mum where he was headed before walking out into the neighbourhood street.

[Y/n] kept on walking. He walked to the old flats his grandma lived in before she past away. He said the receptionist that if there was a young man that wore nearly all black (since Jungkook literally wore all black most of the time) to tell him to come to the roof.

[Y/n] took the lift up to the roof, breathing in the air as he looked out to the old rooftop. He got out, walking to a corner of the roof. There sat a small looking house. It was a home made shack cushions on the floor along with snacks bathers was a shelf with comics and other things. The only thing that was covering it was a plastic sheet being strung to the wall with rope. [Y/n] smiled and sat down in a seat that had a cushion on it.

[Y/n] heard the door to the roof open so he got up, walking slowly to the door only to see a confused Jungkook. [Y/n] smiled and walked up to him which Jungkook heard due to his footsteps. He Thurber around, looking at the happy looking boy.

"So there you are," Jungkook muttered, walking over to as well "This is a weird place to meet up at,"

"It holds a lot of memories for me, you see," [Y/n] told Jungkook, looking of to the side to see the scenery. In front of the apartment had a park, pretty flowers everywhere which made it look like a meadow. Beside it were more apartments that were a bit run down. Only old people or people with not that a lot money live there. "My grandma used to live here. When I was small, we made a small hug where me and her would stay. She hated being cooped up in her apartment and loved coming up here with me," [Y/n] confessed, turning back to Jungkook with a small, sad looking smile.

[Y/n] didn't know why he was so open with Jungkook. He didn't even show this place to Jiae. There was just this aura around Jungkook that makes him feel that he could tell him everything. Everything except his true self.

His true self would drive Jungkook away.

"What? Really? That's so cool!" Jungkook said, eyes wide with excitement "Where is it?"

[Y/n] simply dragged him to the corner to the right, showing him the small hut. "Ta da!" He said like a song, going in front of him to do jazz hands gesturing to it.

Jungkook chuckled from awe, looking at the place. "Wow. Now that's what I call a secret base," Jungkook said, walking over to sit down in one of the four chairs there. He bounced on it, surprised it was still comfy "Wow...it's so soft," he muttered, bouncing on it more.

[Y/n] laughed and saw if the hair beside it. "I make sure they're all it top condition always," [Y/n] stared proudly, sticking his nose in the air. Jungkook just shoved him playfully, making both of them laugh at each other lightly.

"I also like this place because of something else...," [Y/n] mumbled after they stopped laughing. Jungkook nodded and reached down the the containers that were filled with snacks which were stashed in a box before looking up to [Y/n]. "It's such a long way down if you fall. It brings me a sense of excitement when I look down,"

Jungkook nodded, starting to eat a packet of crisp he found. Don't worry, he checked the best before date. "I guess it gives you the sense that you're alive. Sends the blood pumping, ya know?" Jungkook said while eating the salt and vinegar flavoured crisps.

[Y/n]'s smile turned to that of bitterness as he felt tears gather in his eyes. Jungkook didn't get it. He didn't get it all. He was heavily implying on killing himself yet he didn't pick up on it.

'Oh well,'

[Y/n] belived he deserved to slowly suffer anyway.

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Hey
I'm curious
Does anyone have any idea what's going to happen?
Or do you have any questions about the story?
I would love to hear what you think ^^
PS is everything making sense?
Is it going too fast?
Feedback is always very useful.