Draft: 26/03/18 07:44
Published: 1/04/18 08:31
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'I should be happy. But I'm not. I'm devastated,'
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Peering down beneath me, I bore my eyes into the grey looking stone.
The rain was pouring, hitting my head, soaking my clothes to the bone. Taehyung rubbed my back, squeezing my shoulder before sighing, walking away.
Even he was tired with me.
My mind traced back to his bright smile that lit up my mood no matter what. I couldn't help but to remember his bright eyes that looked like diamonds. His pale skin that looked smooth to the touch. His loving and kind personality. His...everything.
And now he isn't here.
He's down there, six feet down into the ground. He's decaying, his sweet skin incinerating forever and ever. He's trapped in a box that I can't break him free off.
He's dead.
And it's all my fault.
I wasn't fast enough. I wasn't observant enough. I was stupid. I thought everything was fine. I was cruel to him. I was horrible to him. I wasn't there for him when he needed me the most.
And now he's gone.
How I yearn to hug him and not let go. How I crave to kiss his soft lips and tell him he's safe with me. How I wish I said how much I loved him. How I want to just...let him know he's valued that he's precious to so many people despite them maybe being dead or not.
It's all my fault.
Everything's my fault.
Because of what I didn't do, I now will never can do what I wanted to do.
I can never say "I love you," to the person I love the most.
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