C o l d

~29~

Draft: 04/04/18 11:54
Published: 08/04/18 22:20

⚠️ ⚠️⚠️WARNING⚠️ ⚠️⚠️
THIS CONTAINS A BIT OF SUICIDAL THEMES. NOT REALLY THAT STRONG. PLEASE PROCEED WITH CAUTION.

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'[Y/n]....I'm so sorry for leaving you alone. Please forgive me. Are you alright? Am I hallucinating?'

His eyes are dead, soulless, staring right into me as if I wasn't there.

His arms are slit, cut, blood trailing down his arms like the tears dripping down his face.

He looks at me and cries harder, tears just flowing out of his eyes freely. He's not even blinking.

"Don't worry. You don't have to pretend to care about me,"

Like that he turns around and leans forward, dropping down the building faster than I could run to him.

I scream, my legs running to him, desperately trying to get to him.

"[Y/N] PLEASE- NOO!"

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I burst up, jumping up in my bed as my heart thumped loudly in my chest. I raise my hand to my chest, feeling my accelerating heart beat hard.

I don't understand. Why did i just dream of [Y/n] falling off a building? He was willing to it as well. It felt so real. The wind was whipping my face as I ran towards him. And the sun blinded me not letting me see him clearly.

I need a drink.

I sigh, standing up and put on some shorts and a t-shirt. I don't bother to put any clothes when i sleep because they just come off when I wake up. I open my door slowly, not making sure it won't squeak. I don't want to wake up anyone.

I walk downstairs, cringing when I hear the creaks and squeaks of the wood. Ugh, one of them is going to wake up. Oh well I'll take my fate head on come at me destiny.

I reach the kitchen and sigh, turning the light on. My eyes squint and I groan, rubbing them to make them less sore. Jin always told me to stop but whoops I'm a little rebel.

I take a glass from the cupboard and fill it up with cold water. This is exactly what I need right now. I gulp it down in one swallow, sighing afterward. That was so good.

"Hey are you okay?"

I let out a weird shout, turning around to karate chop the person behind me "Stand back, I have the power of the Shimada clan in my ve- Taehyung?" I sigh when I see Taehyung holding his head in pain, his face scrunched up like a rabid dog.

"Good morning to you too Kookie," he groans, looking up to me to try and smile at me. To be honest, he looks like he's ready to rip my head off with his teeth. Uh...whoops?

"I'm sorry?" I say (more like asked lmao). I put my hands down and rake a hand through my hair, watching as Taehyung stops covering himself with his hands.

"You're never this defensive," Taehyung says, rubbing his head "Is there's something wrong?"

'I'm scared for [Y/n],'

I turn around, staring into the kitchen window, looking out into the stars and dark looking streets. I stand there for a while and I hear Taehyung sigh quietly. I'm confused, so confused. Then I hear some steps come towards me before his arms hugged me right from behind. I relax into them, letting Taehyung hug me while I just stand there. He sets his head on my shoulder and sighs in content, as if he was enjoying the moment that he had with me.

"Jungkookie, whatever your going through, don't be afraid to tell us," he whispers softly into my ear, luring me to sleep. I close my eyes, humming, a sudden feeling of drowsiness coming upon me.

"Ah you idiot, now I'll have to carry you to bed," was all I heard before I fell asleep on Taehyung's warm arms.