Chapter 8

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Sabrina McLain: 

"So...I understand that your husband

and father," 

Dr. Santiago said, 

looking away from Mom 

to me and Baylee, 

"has recently passed away." 

she concluded pensively. 

I wanted to punch that sage smile 

off her gorgeous face, 

but I refrained. 

She was, after all, 

being payed to sit

in our presence. 

Mom probably wouldn't be 

happy with me

if I hit 

our family therapist. 

I nodded at Dr. Santiago 

and proceeded to tune her 

soothing voice out, 

my eyes flicking over her 

as I took in her appearance. 

Her hair was long

and pencil straight

and the shiny black color

that looks like molten night. 

Her eyes were almond shaped 

and a dark brown, almost black. 

Her skin was the color of 

cinnamon

and she had eyelashes that

were long, like a camel's. 

She was tall and 

intensely skinny. 

She wore a dove gray knit sweater, 

a charcoal gray knee-length skirt

with soft pleats, 

and even darker gray heels. 

Her room, 

which had her freakishly neat desk

in one corner, 

a straight-backed wooden chair 

in another corner, 

a bookshelf crammed with 

books about psychology

and in the last corner, 

a gray corduroy couch

that Baylee, Mom, and I 

were piled onto. 

Her walls were dark gray

and her curtains

were pale, almost transparent

gray. 

This woman, no matter how pretty, 

is boring. She is intruding into our 

personal business and she needs to 

get her nose OUT OF IT, 

I thought to myself. 

I hated how sullen and angry I was, 

but even though I tried to 

STOP IT FROM HAPPENING, 

it did anyway. 

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