Chapter 15

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Sabrina McLain: 

I turned her over. 

She was pale. 

Very pale. 

And cold, too. 

But I knew the moment

my hands touched her

that she was

A  L  I  V  E. 

She coughed up 

water

and started breathing, 

her breaths

so shallow

I thought that

D

   E

      A

         T

            H

had her in his clutches. 

But she was okay. 

I quickly hauled her out of the bath

and wrapped a towel

around her shoulders. 

I propped her up

against me. 

"B-B-B-Brina." 

she rasped, 

her words so quiet

I thought I 

was imagining things. 

"Shhh...It's all right. 

Shh...you're okay." 

I murmured in her ear. 

I glanced at the slice

running the length 

of her arm, 

which was prickled with

goosebumps. 

It was shallow

and thin. 

No need for stitches. 

Thank God. 

But my heart sank nonetheless. 

Baylee had cut herself. 

And tried to drown herself. 

"Bay, honey, please answer me: 

do you have anything to 

live for?" 

I asked, my voice 

a pained whisper. 

Baylee

looked straight into my eyes, 

with a gaze that saw straight

into my soul. 

And she said, 

"I have you." 

And here we were; 

two sisters

who had cut themselves. 

One to celebrate

her best friend's birthday

and one

to go and see

her father again. 

And though it was sad

and though we were 

depressed

and though

Baylee needed serious help, 

in that moment, 

we had 

EACH OTHER

to live for. 

And for that moment, 

that was enough. 

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