JUNGKOOK IS DIFFERENT.

26/09

he hates

jungkook told me,
he doesn't know how long he can take it anymore.
he hates being different.
he hates the rumours.
he says it hurts, it hurts so much.

jungkook told me,
he doesn't know if he'll be able to make it right.
he hates being isolated.
he hates being alone.

jungkook pulled up his sleeves,
and told me if he wasn't different,
he wouldn't have these.
he hates them, he hates them so much.

i asked him who did it to him.

jungkook looked at me,
and his lips turned upwards,
but his eyes brows creased.

jungkook told me,
he hates himself.
he hates he's alive,
he hates he has to be this way.

and he looked at me again,
tears in his eyes.
he told me, he did it.
he made those scars.
they were all him.

so i hugged jungkook.
and i told him, "you're beautiful."