JUNGKOOK IS DIFFERENT.

goodbye

i guess because i no longer am going to school, there's no reason for me to write anything anymore. we did have quite the adventure, didn't we, book?

i don't want to get rid of this book, though. when jungkook and i ran, we went to our houses and grabbed everything we needed. i put clothes, food, my piggy bank, my ds, and my cleaning supplies in my bag. i also put this book in it, along with a few pencils.

i don't know if i'll be writing in here ever again. but it means so much to me, because in here is the story of jungkook.

maybe one day, when jungkook and i stop running, i'll let him read this. i'll let him see my poems, let him see our story through my words.

so if i do give this to you jungkook, i hope you liked it. this is how i felt when we met. this is our adventure in my eyes. this is everything we suffered through until the two of us couldn't handle it anymore.

this is the story of how i feel for you, a different, beautiful boy.

i hope we found somewhere to stay together. i hope we won't have to play house anymore, because i want it all to be real.

i love you, jungkook.