Miss Me? [Jungkook FF] ✔

4. The Sudden Change

JIYEON POV

I was crying and tossing and turning in my room, I couldn't believe what I just witnessed. That bitch Yuna!! First, she takes away Jimin and now she takes away Jungkook.

What did I do to deserve this?!

What am I feeling? Do I actually like Him?

No no! I made a goal in life, to never trust boys. Boys are just the same, they make sure they get the girl but don't actually have the guts to love them.

Jungkook, what did you do to me?!

I decided I needed to leave Seoul. Maybe I'll come back when I get over him. Knowing that Jungkook is the one I love. I knew I just couldn't leave but it was the best for us.

I didn't want Jungkook to end up with a girl like me. A girl who's clingy, a girl who spent lots of money, a girl who uses guys and a girl who thinks nobody loves her.

I'm leaving tomorrow. I started packing up. I was still crying over the fact that I'm such a dumbass, I know Jungkook didn't mean to kiss her but I'm leaving because of one simple thing.

I don't want to love him. I'm an as*hole, I'm leaving because I want to get over him. Fast. Gosh, I'm like a little kid who leaves just because of a mistake. Even I make mistakes and nobody leaves me for that.

I hate that I love you Jungkook. You are soft, I want a bad boy vibe, I can't believe I fell in love with a boy who's not even my type..

What am I? Did I come from gangster parents? Why am I like this?

I hate everything, I hate the fact that I'm still living when I've made a lot of sins. I've used guys like Namjoon for money. I loved Jimin, he's the reason why I like money. I just wanted to do the same thing he did to me.

I wanted to feel how it felt to use someone because of money.. but I didn't experience that.

When Jimin used me, I loved him. When I used Namjoon, I know he didn't love me.

But now, when I was supposed to use Jungkook, he loved me and I loved him back.

I fell asleep thinking about Jungkook..

The Next day,

I was absent from school and I made sure the teachers know.

I'm going to Busan. I need to go there,

I went to my parents house and I was greeted with an unexpected guest. Baekhyun..

"Welcome back Jiyeon!!" Baekhyun said as he hugged me tight.

"BAEKHYUN!! OMG I missed you!! How have you been?" I said as I hugged him back.

"Been good, how about you?" Baekhyun replied as he broke the hug and smiled at me. I nod as my reply.

I looked over at the side and saw my parents. I hugged them tight and kissed their cheeks.

"I missed you guys!!" They reply the same.

Baekhyun was my childhood friend. Back then, I liked him and I confessed to him. Gladly, he accepted me but I needed to move away so we broke up. My first kiss was actually with Baekhyun.

"Well since you guys met after 4 years, why not walk around a bit?" My mom said to us and me and Baekhyun blushed, our face was literally like a tomato. We nod.

"Baekhyun, do you have a girlfriend now?" I blurted out shyly. He smirked at me.

"Why? Jealous?" He smirked at me and pinned me to a tree far away from the house. He laughs and shakes his head.

"Yah! Pabo! How could you do this to your old friend?" We laugh.

"Old friend? More like old lovers." My face looked slightly flushed, he made my heart flutter. My face reddened.

"Haha, babe. Don't forget, you promised me that we can be back together when you come back." Oh I almost forgot..

"Sorry, I forgot," I flashed my most brightest smile to him and he blushed.

"Stop making my heart flutter, Baby Jiyeon." Baekhyun said as he held my hand and intertwined it with his.

I pecked him on the lips and quickly pulled away, I like teasing him.

"Stop teasing me or I'll tease you back." I chuckled and he laughed.

He pinned me to the tree and kissed me, aggressively and passionately. I gladly kissed him back.

"I missed your kisses." Baekhyun mumbled as we walked again towards the house.

"Me too," I blurted out while holding his hand.

Meanwhile at school..

JUNGKOOK POV

I  looked at the empty seat Infront of me, why is she absent? Maybe she's sick, ah Jungkook-ah, stop worrying.

The next day..

Jiyeon was still not here, I was bored because Yuna kept on bothering me and she wasn't there to stop it. So I just went with my Hyungs.

2 days later...

Now I'm starting to worry. I ask my teacher.

"Oh, she's out of Seoul right now, I don't know where but she told me she needed to help her family. So I guess she won't be back for a few years." The teacher said to me.

Ouch, that hurt. A few years? I don't know where she is making me worry sick like this, I don't know anyone she knows here except Jin Hyung.

"What?! She's not here? Omg I feel sorry for you, you must've missed her. She also told me Goodbye in the text and told me she'll stay there." Ouch, it hurt... my eyes started to tear up..

Was it something I DID? Does she actually like me BACK?

My head hurts from all the thinking,

"Where is her hometown?" I asked to Jin Hyung.

"Busan, I think.." Gosh.. I'm gonna go there now! Or tomorrow..