Writer's Block

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That feeling you get as if you're disappointing yourself as well as others
Why can't I update?
Why can't I think of anything to write about?
Why is it so hard to think?

Your mental health is constantly being questioned
It doesn't help when you suffer from depression,anxiety, posttraumatic stress disorder and dyslexia
Nothing is going the way you wanted it to

I'm going crazy trying to do the thing that I love
Slowly dying
It's terrifying
An abyss of darkness trying to consume me
Whilst the darkness itself tries to control me

Blankness
Nothing makes sense
Emotions are gone but there at the same time
I'm just a shell of who I used to be

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