Me

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Why can't I love myself?
If I loved myself I wouldn't allow you to treat me like this
She loves herself
So she'll never be interested in you
Why can't I love myself ?
The me you see today
Is the result of failed suicide attempts
I can't even spare effort to make myself beautiful
I'll never be her
I'll never be as beautiful as her
I hate myself for not being able to grab your attention
I hate myself for wanting your attention
I'm slowly dying
I don't seem to mind anymore
The fact that I'm in pain gives me comfort
Comfort that I'll leave this place soon
That I'll not have to deal with myself
See you
Or her
Though I have no ill will towards you'll
I know I'll never love myself

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