It hurts so bad,
My chest is tightening,
The pain is getting stronger,
I'll never be able to forget you, will I?
Your touch is engraved into my being
With an inferno raging beneath it,
Let me move on,
Like you clearly have,
I need to separate from you,
But like a fool,
I was led to believe that you would allow me,
The toxicity is surreal,
My free will has turned into a memory,
"No one will want you"
"I'm the only one who loves you"
"You're damaged goods"
"You're ugly"
"Your body is gross and all stretched out"
Fuel to keep me low
And under your control,
To use me
However, wherever, whenever
And with whomever you want,
For years you groomed my naive nature,
My love for you,
And my need for approval,
Poor little girl with Daddy issues,
So unaware of the dangers of the world,
I placed my trust in you,
But I am the one to blame,
Everything is my fault,
I put myself in a situation
To be used,
I exposed all my weaknesses,
Gave myself to you,
And despite all the pain I put myself through,
I still love you
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RBS (Reasons Beyond Sanity)
RandomReasons Beyond Sanity Just some original random poems or whatever comes to mind ... its basically a way to relieve my stress I guess ... Read at your own risk ... Sanity isn't for everyone
