Deep Within

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You want to know,

Why my body is constantly falling to ruins?

Simple,

It's because I'm a terrible person,

I hurt people, I lie, I use, I lure

And I enjoy every part of it.


I want them to feel the same amount of pain

That I felt when what I did to them happened to me

I want to hurt him by hurting them 

Since he could never feel for me 

I want them to know heartbreak, sorrow and self hate as I do,


I want them to loathe him,

But I want to know their stories,

How they fell in love with him

I want to feel what they feel for him

Is it the way I felt?

Or is it completely different?


I'm a sick person

I may die soon but I'm happy 

I got to love someone

Even though he didn't love me



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