Today

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I literally saw my death
Not the happy one I'm always dreaming of ...
Who gets a panic attack from seeing their ex?
I almost passed out
Collapsed on the hot pavement
Wanting nothing more than just drinking the hurt away
Designing my skin yet again
Fucking the damn pain away
But knowing there's no way you'll do that
The room kept spinning
It was so hard to breathe 😢
All I could think about was dying at that moment but a part of me was seeking help
But another refused it

BUT NO MATTER HOW TERRIBLE YOUR LIFE IS "TODAY"

We will always have tomorrow to look forward to although it's not promised

Its the hope of it that drives us forward

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