Ice Eyes, Ice Heart (boyxboy) [UNDER CONSTRUCTION]

Chapter #40 Acceptance

CARMEN

   I know that Nick is still obviously still in love with Lucas. I continued the relationship knowing that. But, it really hurts holding him in my arms when he's crying about some other guy. And now, he's sleeping on the couch all alone. I lay there in my bed feeling like absolute shit. "Don't follow me." Thats what he said. I closed my eyes. I don't think I've ever felt this way about anyone before.

   I felt like a weight was on top of me and when I opened my eyes, early in the morning, I saw Nick hovering above me. He kissed my cheek and he

looked... not like himself. He touched down my neck. Wasn't he mad at me or something? Or at least upset,

   "N-Nick! What are you doing..." he lay his lips on mine and we kissed sloppily. I was really feeling it. Plus I already had a boner since it was morning! I felt around on the back of his legs. I tightened my grip and he broke the kiss only to moan in my ear. I couldn't take it! I bit down on Nick's neck trying to keep in loud moans. I kissed him and sucked. He petted my head and he whispered erotic noises to me. I didn't know he could be this sexy... I discovered him even more, dragging my hands up and down his spine. I leaned forwards and proped him up on my lap. Nick moved his hips and grinded down on me. This was too much... I bit my botttom lip securing sounds of pure pleasure. He grabbed my neck, his hips moving more desirably. He ran his tounge over my ear,

  

   "Mmmm...Lu-" Lucas?! Did he actually just say that right now? "I lo-love this..." he corrected... I'm not an idiot. I know what you were going to say. You still love him, I know. But, right now I really thought maybe... you could give all of yourself to me, wanting me and only me.

   Nick fell back in front of me. He pulled his underwear down half way as if to tempt me. Well it was working. I wanted him more than ever.

   "Take me..." He asked submissivley. He looked so seductive and I thought, finally. I unleashed my throbbing manhood and pushed Nicks underwear off the rest of the way. I took Nicks legs and held them up. I took myself and touched the tip to his enterance.

    "W-wait!!" He yelled.

   "What do you mean wait?... I want you so bad right now." I argued. What is this all of a sudddn. I thought you wanted me to take you!

   "I know, I just..." he turned his head. Well fuck. Now I felt bad. I didn’t want to push you... I placed my hand on his face. "I don't love you..." Nick decided. You don't have to tell me... I know. I gave him some space and honestly I was disapointed. I really wanted to make love to Nick. He stood and put his clothes back on.

   "S-sorry..." he said. No, I'm sorry. Please don't just leave Nick. I knew I should leave him alone though. He had to think. I heard the door open. He's gone.

   My bedroom door opened and I was greeted with a high pitched scream. Natalie. I was sitting on my bed butt naked with a rock hard boner. She slammed the door shut and I frantically put my underwear on. 

   "It's alright to come in now Nat!" She opened the door cautiously and sat on the edge of my bed. She wiped away a tear or two and I wondered what was wrong. She rested her head on my shoulder,

 

   "Lucas broke up with me..." she said. He... what? I thought... wait. Huh?! So that means that Lucas doesn't like my sister anymore and also means, he's single! I wrapped my arm around Natalie. I had to tell Nick. I loved him enough to let him go. Lucas and him can be together now... I placed my head on Natalies. I sighed,

 

   "He was a jerk anyways Nat. Don't let it bother you so much." I said, comforting my sister. I looked down. I had to take care of this... buldge. "Uh, hey, could we talk later?" I asked. She looked up at me and then down inbetween my legs.

   "You're gross." And with that she left the room. I chuckled to myself. Oh Nick... why'd you have to leave me in this state? I reached down and finished what he started. I felt miserable and useless. Nick doesn't need me anymore.