Ice Eyes, Ice Heart (boyxboy) [UNDER CONSTRUCTION]

Chapter #45 Together at last

NICK

   "S-say something..." Lucas stuttered as he held me close. The silence was getting unbearable. But what did he want me to say? What do you say at a time like this? I was nervous. My arms squeezed around Lucas,

   "Like what?" I asked.

   "How am I supposed to know?" He snarled. Now it was even more awkward. What if I made him mad? I heard him take a breath, "Well... then do something."

Do something?! What should I do? Does he want me to do something to him? I kissed the side of his neck quickly and cautiously. My head rested on his chest. I could hear his heart beat speed up. Did he like it? Was that what he wanted after all? Should I do it more? I stood on my toes and kissed his jaw bone for a longer time than before. I heard him gulp as his head hung close to mine. His hot breath licked my neck as he took deep breaths. This was too erotic... I didn't know Lucas could be this hot! I dragged my hands up to the back of his head and lightly kissed his cheek. I moved closer to his mouth with every kiss I gave him. Would he let me? It's been such a long time since we've kissed. Lucas pulled me closer, his hands gripping harder on my waist. Oh god... touch me more. We were about to kiss. But I stopped for a moment, readying myself. It seemed he didn't want to wait as he crashed his lips against mine. My whole mind was going crazy. My heart was loud in my ears. I ran my fingers through his hair, pulling him in. Lucas lifted my shirt up and rested his hand on my lower back. The heat from them caused a sensation that went tbroughout my whole body. I was hard... but Lucas was too. He moved closer and started to French kiss. Oh no! Not so fast! I want to savor this relationship. I pushed back and tried to think of an excuse to leave all of a sudden. I couldn't let this go on. At least not right now,

   "I...I have a lot of homework to do so...I have to go!" I said. I gave him a little kiss goodbye and ran down the hall to the front door. I jogged home and when I got to my room, I jumped on the bed face down into my pillow.

   "Ahhhhhh!!!" I screamed. I couldn't peal the smile off of my face. I rolled around, holding onto my pillow. "I love you Lucas Drew!"

   I woke up just as happy as last night and when I finished getting dressed, I ran up to the bus stop. Lucas! I ran up to him and took his hand,

   "Good Morning!" I greeted. He faced me and said back,

  "M-morning!" He looked so cute this morning as we got onto the bus. We sat next to each other. I didn't want it to be awkward so I just talked like we normally did before,

   "So, how was your night Lucas?" I asked looking up at him.

   "It was, um, fine." He answered. He seemed a little nervous. I wonder why... "What about you?" He asked in return. I figured he wouldn't care since he gave me a vague answer.

   "Good..." I said as I held his hand. I wanted a sign that he cared somewhat. But, he jerked back. Was he scared somebody would see us? He didn't want anyone to know after all.

   "Don't worry, nobody can see us." I ensured. He squeezed my hand in his and said,

   "Y-yeah..." his voice sounded as if he didn't want to hold hands, but his grip was firm throughout the bus ride.

   When lunch came around I sat down at the table I sat at everyday. But somehow this time was different. I realized that I wouldn't have to sit by myself anymore! I had a boyfriend. The reason I didn't sit with Lucas before is because when school started... we weren't exactly on good terms. I didn't want to bother him. But now, as I walked up to him as he sat at his table, I was a little more confident.

   "C-can I sit here?" I asked meekly. I pointed to the chair on his left, hoping it was open.

   "Ah, that's where Trevor sits." He said.

   "Oh... uh, what about here?" I tried the other seat next to him.

   "Alex sits there." Oh... I looked down, "Actually this whole table is full." He said. So I can't even sit with you now? Fine...

   "Well I'll just go-" I turned away ready to eat alone as I always do but he grabbed my hand and pulled me back.

   "Wait! That's not what I meant... where do you sit usually?" I was a little embarrassed as I pointed over to a small table in the corner of the room. "Then we can sit over there." I pressed my lips together so I wouldn't smile like an idiot. But I was so happy... he stood and wrapped his arm around my shoulders "Okay?"

   "O-okay." I smiled putting my head down. We sat at the lonely table. Lucas was looking around. He seemed confused.

   "No one else sits here?" He asked.

   "No... I usually sit alone." I told the truth even if it was pathetic. 

   "Oh..." He said as he looked to the side. I looked down at my food. I'm so lame... Lucas bumped me in the shoulder, "I'll sit with you here, from now on!" I smiled at him and put my head on his shoulder.

   "Thanks." We would always sit together. Lucas was the only friend I had back in jr high. I had friends but they were Lucas's. 

   "It's no problem." He leaned down and kissed me on the head. I blushed so hard... I never would have thought this would be happening! Me and Lucas are finally together.