A New Begginning (Chris Motionless fanfic)

Chapter 32

Chapter 32

"Who did this to you" yelled Cassie as Chris put me down.

"Cassie stop" Ricky said swatting away her hands

"Baby I'm getting you some ice" she said turning his head to her.

"That's not going to help it just going to numb my eye and what's the point of that?" He asked

He looked up at me and noticed me. I saw his black eye which was worse than earlier. It was black and purple and of course blue but all the colors were deeper and his eye was almost swollen shut. Shit, do I really punch that hard?

Ricky looked down again. He began biting his lip piercings like when I get nervous we both have that bad habit.

I rolled my eyes at him and went to the monitors when everyone started talking about his eye and making jokes. I plugged my phone in it and set it on Fuck It All by Slipknot. I made my way to the drum set and picked the drum sticks up. The song started to play and I began drumming along. I felt the music all around me I felt the heavy bass in my chest making my rib cage shake. it was the feeling I loved so much when I was on the stage and playing guitar or drums. I drummed to the song sounding almost identical to it. I played like I only had a couple hours to live. I played like there was no tomorrow. Feeling the break downs of the song all around me I played with just as much force releasing all the anger and any other negative emotions along with it. The song finally came to and end I put the drum sticks down and made my way to the monitors before another song could play. I went through my play list and found another song I liked. It was And Then She Bled by Suicide Silence I plugged it back in and put the monitors on record. I got back behind the drum kit and began to play. I put everything I had in this song as well. I as well came to and end. I noticed everyone was silent just staring into the room where we record drums. Everyone was staring at me with such amazement.

"Um?" I said as they continued staring. "Ok..." I said and made my way upstairs. I was hungry and tired. I walked to the fridge and made me a sandwich. Tomorrow I would finish recording the rest of And Then she Bled. I plugged my earphones in and sang along to Paramore's Breathe song as I walked upstairs to my room. When I left Chris had Skylar in his hands... he'd bring her up later.

"Breathe for love tomorrow cause there no hope for today!" I sang as I got ready for bed.

I put on some basketball shorts and a tank top making sure I had enough bracelets to cover my stupid scars.

I checked my phone for notifications. I had them from Twitter Instagram and Tumblr. I checked them all and they were comments saying ur beautiful and stuff and likes on pics and there were also some hate comments saying shit like ew why is she with Chris Motionless she's so ugly and her band sucks and I didn't want to read the rest of the those comments because I know what I would do to my self if I did. I had a message in my phone so I checked it.

Unknow: we're coming for u. sleep with an eye open bitch u won't know what hit u.

"Great just what I wanted to hear before I went to sleep... Yay...not" I said putting my phone to charge. Tomorrow I would ask Danny to help me. I got up and looked the balcony door and I went into the bathroom and into my hiding place to close and lock the window I left open a while ago.

I got out brushed my teeth and washed my face of the make up. I cleaned my new piercing making sure I got it all clean. I turned the light out to the bathroom and my bed room and crawled under the sheets.

~tomorrow cause why the fuck not?~

I woke up and it was 6:03 am. Chris' arm was around me. Skylar was behind him with a pillow next to her. I moved Chris arm behind me I tried to get out only to have him slip a finger into my shorts waste band.