A New Begginning (Chris Motionless fanfic)

Chapter 16

Hayley's POV

You have to be fucking kidding me. I felt my face heat up. I felt my heart fall in to deepest pit of my stomach.

"Chris" my voice was nearly a whisper.

"Hey baby" he smiled like and idiot. He tried to lean in to a kiss but I pushed him away

"Don't touch me" I said. Pushing him away I went off to the living room I picked up Skylar as everyone drained in through the door.

"Hayley !" Yelled Ricky "who's the cute baby?" He asked

"My daughter" I said walking up the stairs as she shook the little rattle I gave her earlier.

Chris' POV

"My daughter" said Hayley walking up the stairs.

What?... She has a daughter... Since when? It's only been 2 months. Did she get knocked up during the years she was gone and I didn't even notice?

"CHRIS!!" Yelled Cassie.

"Oh...huh...what?" I asked gathering my thoughts

"Get your shit out the van!" Yelled Balz

"Oh ... Right" I said walking to the trunk of the car.

Hayley's POV

I placed Skylar on the bed and turned the tv on. I placed pillows around her and she layed down . I went back to close and lock the door just ask Max walked in. He laid down right next to Skylar. I had a master bed room so I went to my bathroom door and shut it. I opened the mirror/medicine cabinet above the sink on the wall. I climbed in the wall, it was one of the hiding places in there I hid a plastic box with alcohol in it. By now I had tears in my eyes . Why are they here . How? why couldn't it be another band? I sniffed and dried my eyes . I opened the box full of rubbing alcohol. In the alcohol there were my blades. There was a small window big enough to look like any normal window but you can't see it from the out side . I took all the blade out and walked over to the window I dumped the alcohol out the window and put the blades back in the box. I took one of the blades and took off all my bracelets. I began to cut my wrists . It felt so good. I haven't cut in a while. It felt relieved. I pulled my pants down and began to cut my thighs. I cut both thigh 10 times, in total I had cut 40 time. I cleaned my self up and put the razor back in the box I climed out of the wall and closed the cabinet. I went back into the room and Skylar was asleep as Max was laying next to her sleeping as well. I took my pants off and cleaned my cuts. I stopped and looked at how the blood just flowed down my legs and arms. I cleaned and bandaged my self up. I put on black baggy sweat pants and a plain black long sleeve shirt. I unlocked the door and sat on my bed and watched an episode of The Face Off.

Chris' POV

we brought everything inside. Zack walked down the stairs.

"Hey!!" He said smiling "you guys are gonna be sharing this cabin with us?"

"Sadly yes" Ryan teased

"Um we have 4 extra rooms upstairs and 2 down that hall and 3 near the basement" he said

"Damn so either way there's always gonna be empty rooms...damn" said Ghost

"I'll take a room upstairs" I said

"Yeah me too" Ricky said

"Same" said Balz not looking up from his phone.

"I'll really don't care as long as there's a bathroom in there" Ryan said.

"There's a master bedroom in the hall" Kevin said coming down stairs also

"ill take the other one in the hall" said. Ghost