I groaned feeling my phone buzz on the nightstand and rolled over checking the time on the shitty clock that every hotel provided in the rooms.
1:30 a.m.
Of course it is, I thought to myself. The dude virtually never sleeps, so of course he would be texting me at one thirty in the morning. It's probably some stupid meme he found while he was scrolling Instagram, or some stupid, yet very embarrassing photo of Connor or Dylan. I grabbed my phone, unlocking it and finally scrolling down to his chat.
mitchyyy👽👽: scarlett, i love you but please don't go on instagram
mitchyyy👽👽: oh god, that just made you wanna go on it, crap well im sorry in advance hun
Confused, I exited the conversation with Mitch, and opened Instagram, my heart absolutely sinking at the two most recent pictures.
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jordynjohnsonn: last date before babies arrive <3
location: toronto, ontario
tagged: auston_matthews
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auston_matthews: can't wait to meet you little munchkins <3
I covered my mouth, tears building in my eyes as I scrolled through the rest of my feed. Sure, I knew they were having a baby, but I didn't think they were together. Or maybe I just hoped they weren't for my own selfish reasons. I guess some small part of me had been in love with Auston since I met him. I know what you're gonna tell me, an eight year old can't possibly know what love is. Honestly, I think some part of me knew I loved him even before I really knew what love was. When I found out about him and Jordyn originally, I was crushed. I mean heart broken, crying with ice cream crushed. But I got over it, figuring she'd just be another one of those puck bunnies I had gotten so used to seeing. Then, she got pregnant and I was crushed again.
I don't know what came over me in that moment, but I buried my face in a pillow and screamed, sobs absolutely racking my body as I let all of the emotions out of me. When I was done, I took a look in the mirror, and hated my reflection. I had become so wrapped up in him, that I had forgotten who I was. I had turned myself into someone who cried so hard her eyes turned puffy and her throat was sore. I took a picture, reminding myself of how never to be again.
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marner_93: hun, im so sorry, you deserve better <3
sashabankswwe: oh holy hell, im gonna kill whoever did this to you
charlottewwe: i swear, im about to fly there right now
scarlettwwe: charlottewwe sashabankswwe no loves, we can settle all the anger in a ring one day you don't need to come down here
hallsy09: awh princess, you being hurt is hurting me
mcdavid97: i swear i will kill him❤️
dylstrome19: me and kennedymoore too love, absolutely anything you need
stephlachancee: sign me and sydneyesiason , lucygardiner_, lexsolofs and all the girlies up
ebs14: #FixScarsHeart
rnh_93: #FixScarsHeart
williamnylander: #FixScarsHeart
realpaigewwe: #FixScarsHeart
scarlettwwe: i love you all, nothing could make me feel better <3 A/N: lemme just clarify, so Scarlett & Connor are dating && Scarlett and Auston are just friends!!
