january 2, 2010 (2.2)

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I threw my phone at the wall. I couldn't do it anymore, I couldn't keep seeing that. I know what you're gonna say to me, that I have a boyfriend, and yes I love Connor, I love him a lot. But for whatever reason, even though I knew she was pregnant with his baby, I kind of wanted to not believe it. I wanted to forget about it, because then maybe it would be something of my imagination, some bad dream or nightmare. All of a sudden, it felt like the walls were closing in on me, almost giving me a feeling of not being able to breathe, and I had to chug a bottle of water to keep myself from having a full on panic attack.
Still being January and freezing cold here in Toronto compared to what I was used to growing up in Los Angeles, I brought myself to slide on a pair of black leggings with my dad's old Denver Broncos hoodie, sliding my Uggs on before grabbing the key to the room and my wallet and walking out the door. I had no idea where I was going, I just remember having a sense of freedom knowing I left the only way anyone could contact me in the hotel room. Eventually, I found my way to an almost hidden cliff, and climbed it before crouching in a ball and just yelling, letting all the feelings out.

      group chat: mitchyyy 👽👽(mitchell marner), stephh👯‍♀️👯‍♀️(steph lachance), daveyyy😍❤️(connor mcdavid) , dyl pickle🥒🥒(dylan strome) , kenn the magical unicorn🦄🦄(kennedy moore)

mitchyyy👽👽
soooo uh, you guys i went to go pick scarlett up because we were gonna get some lunch and um
i don't know how to tell you this
she wasn't there

kenn the magical unicorn🦄🦄
what! what the hell mitch, where did she go!

dyl pickle🥒🥒
oh my god , this is because of him, isn't it?
i swear to God i will literally kill that guy , she doesn't deserve what he's been putting her through

stephh👯‍♀️👯‍♀️
no no killing anyone we have to be reasonable here
does anyone know where she is?

mitchyyy👽👽
i honestly have no idea, but im scared, i just wanna know she's safe and not like dead in a ditch or something

daveyyy😍❤️
you guys, don't worry i'll find her she's my girl i'll bring her back in one piece

I guess I had been staring out at nothing for what felt like forever. I guess I was staring out at what I felt. Nothing. I literally felt absolutely nothing, almost numb to the bone. I had already tripped on the way here, and had blood basically running down my knees and hands, the cuts on my arm stinging from the fall. I rubbed my red, puffy eyes with the sleeves of my dad's hoodie and pulled my knees back to my chest, sniffling quietly into my knees before I got up, slowly making my way back into civilization and almost hitting the road before a car drove up and out popped my boyfriend from the driver's seat.
"Babe," as he ran over, and I basically fell into his body from how weak I was feeling. "Oh my god, are you okay? You scared the shit out of everyone, especially me." I coughed before choking out a response.
"I...I had to g..get some fresh air, I...I couldn't be in my hotel room and I just wanted to be alone for a little while. I'm sorry I scared you baby," and I felt my whole body getting woozy due to all the blood I lost, but I somehow managed to be kept up by his arms. "But I....I screamed it all out, I think I'm okay or at least I will be okay soon."
"Come on, come with me," and he softly kissed my head before scooping me up and sitting me in the passenger side, him crawling into the driver's seat and placing a hand on my knee. "Let's get you to the hospital, get you checked out, and then we can do whatever you want, yeah?" I nodded, before leaning my head on his shoulder as he pulled out of the rocky gravel and onto the real road, passing out to the sounds of screams and cries.

text message between mitchyyy👽👽, will ny the hockey guy🤓🙇🏼‍♂️, and aus🏒🇨🇭

mitchyyy👽👽
i just thought you both should know connor found scarlett, and he's bringing her to the hospital

will ny the hockey guy🤓🙇🏼‍♂️
i can't believe you auston, how could you go pick scarlett up knowing you were with someone else
how could you do what you've been doing to someone you say you "love"
you can't have scarlett and jordyn at the same time

aus🏒🇨🇭
i don't know!
jordyn's having my kid, but scarlett she's scarlett i'll always have strong feelings for her

will nye the hockey guy🤓🙇🏼‍♂️
whatever, while you make your decision, i'll be going to the hospital to see my best friend because right now, she only needs people that are there for her 100%
guess that's not you anymore

will nye the hockey guy🤓🙇🏼‍♂️whatever, while you make your decision, i'll be going to the hospital to see my best friend because right now, she only needs people that are there for her 100%guess that's not you anymore

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williamnylander: sipping the tea........☕️ #PrayForScarlett (also, if you knew the thing that broke her & didn't tell her, don't try pretending like you care when something bad happens)
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A/N: since yes, scarlett really is unconscious right now, it was steph who went on her account and blocked all of those people, also the contact names are how they appear in her phone, not anyone else's

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