10 Days With Him

Just Trust Me.

Almost 4 Hours Later in Jay's POV

When I tell y'all that the past couple of hours have been so much fun. Dave and Asap Ferg wrapped up the video maybe forty minutes ago.

They used my bank robbery idea, and I was definitely surprised. I was honestly just throwing suggestions in the air.

I mean in the video, Dave looks fine as a robber. He can rob my bank——

Nevermind, that statement was out of hand and Prince said that he would break me, which I believe.

But, afterwards we went to his block and his homie had a barbecue. If y'all must know, I ate good and I sat through a whole roasting session.

I was enjoying it because I love how New Yorkers talk. The accent is so cute to me, and then to hear hood niggas with an accent like that. I was completely comfortable.

I talked to some of them, and they told me that they were proud of me getting my degree and staying in school.

Unfortunately, we had to cut the trip short because Dave had to drop by the studio. So, here we are walking into the studio doors.

"So, all y'all do is smoke weed in here huh?" I asked Dave as he chuckled. The smoke literally smacked me in my face.

Some of his friends laughed at me and shook their heads yes.

"Yeah... I do it everyday. It's what gets my thoughts flowin." He said as I shook my head okay.

"I just like getting high, so I do it when I can." One of his friends said as he laughed and I shook my head.

"But, look Jay... I been working on this song for the longest. I gotta lay a couple of verses down for it, and then I got somebody else coming in to lay down theirs too. I think you gone like this one." He said as I went to look out the window.

"Alright Dave... I'll be the judge of that."

His studio is in Manhattan, so of course the view was beautiful. I could stare out of this window all day.

I heard the door open, and I kept my focus on the cars driving past. I could see all the pretty lights and trees. Why didn't I ever think about moving to New York?

"Aye nigga... I been thinkin' bout this all day." I heard Dave's voice say as I heard a reply. Then, I heard movement around the studio.

"I know right! I gotta couple of ideas I wanna throw in too. I'm already knowin' that this finna be some heat." I heard a familiar voice say as I rolled my eyes in the back of my head.

"Wassup nigga! Long time no see!" I heard one of Dave's friends say as I heard the sound of hands being dapped.

This better not be......... I promise if this is.... let me get ready to grab my stuff, so I can go. I guess I'm walking back to the hotel.

I turned around, and I walked towards the couch to get my bag not looking up.

"Jay?" I heard Chris' voice say as I ignored him.

I felt a hand touch me and I smacked it away with force.

He grabbed my arm and I pushed him away from me.

"Don't touch me!" I semi-yelled as I tried to reach for my purse.

Dave's friends moved out of the way. They looked concerned, but they just watched. Everybody and they mamas know about the history Chris got with me. They also know why we split. They don't know that we tried to rekindle the fire. They don't know that Chris is out here being stupid once again.

I refuse to feed into it any longer.

I grabbed my purse, I felt it being snatched out of my hand, and I heard it drop to the floor. He meant to throw it on the couch, but he missed it by like a centimeter. Regardless of the situation, you don't snatch a woman's purse... let alone throw it on the ground.

I didn't even realize what I did, but then I felt my hand fly across his face.

The whole room stopped. I froze, and he held the side of his cheek. I was angry and now he was furious.

I stepped back, and I saw him clench his jaw.

"Chris..." I heard Dave call his name as he stared at me.

Chris took a deep breath and he looked like he was about to kill me.

The next thing I knew, I felt him grab me up and he pulled me forcefully towards the door.

"Aye wait!" I heard some of the guys semi-yell as Chris said...

"Chill out.... just give me a couple of minutes."

I resisted his grasp and he gripped me even tighter as we rustled down the hallway.

"Let me go! I hate you!" I semi-yelled as he pushed me into a separate studio room. He closed the door, and he locked it.

He paced back and forth with his hands on top of his head. I could tell he was trying to calm himself down. I've never put my hands on him like that before.

I didn't mean to, but I also did. He pissed me off. But, I also know not to tempt him. I was a fan before any of this. What I did was wrong.

"Have you lost your mind?" He asked as he walked up and he towered over me.

"Stop walking up on me like you run me or something. We have nothing else to say to each other. I'm done with you." I said as he squinted his eyes at me.

"What in the world are you talking about?? You just slapped me in front of everybody, and you think that was okay?" He asked me in a hostile tone.

His nostrils flared and I must admit... he is so fine when he's angry.

"You deserved it...." I said as I felt him push me up against a wall. His eyes looked into mine and we were almost breathing the same air.

"I did nothing wrong." He said as I furrowed my eyebrows and I pushed him off of me again.

"Since you're so oblivious, then you can stay out of my life Chris!" I semi-yelled as he started going off on me.

"You're acting real childish right now!"

"Nigga are you serious!? You kiss me and tell me good night one minute then you're posting ya lil North Korean girl friend the next minute!" I semi-yelled as he furrowed his eyebrows at me.

"My girlfriend!? I never said she was my girl friend Jay!"

"Yeah you didn't, but the blogs are saying it! Everybody is! Then, look at how you're holding her in the pictures Chris! You're supposed to hold me like that! You're supposed to be doing everything in your power to show me that you want me officially! I was supposed to wake up stress free! I was supposed to wake up looking forward to spending time with you after Dave today! But, instead I wake up to more drama!" I yelled out as I was on the verge of tears.

Pissed off isn't even the correct phrase for this moment.

"I told you to trust me..." He said as he stared at me.

Did he hear anything that I just said? Is this nigga crazy? I think the answer is yes. Trust? Trust? In this moment right now, I've never heard of it. Can somebody define it for me? We both need to know what I mean because we are obviously confused here.

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