Broken - A divergent story

Chapter 15

I have always been a book nerd. I have never told anybody this because well it's embarrassing and I an scared to death if Chuck finds out. I also love photography but I'm never abel to take pictures.
I lift the floor boards under my bed. I pulled out a very expensive camera out first. Don't think badly if me but I stole this about 2 years ago. I did it to impress a few of my friends and I'm sadly glad I did it. I hope someday I'll be able to use it with out worrying about Chuck taking it and selling it or who knows what. Next a pull out about 20 books. Harry Potter books are my favorite books in the whole world. Harry Potter amazes me.
I take the letter from the boarding school and put it in Harry Potter an the Philosophers stone because right now I feel like harry I want to go away to this school but theres no way I could.
I pile everything back in and put the floor boards back over the hole and sigh. At least Harry actually got to go away to Hogwarts I never will go away to this school.
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I decide to go for a drive to think about things.
I hop in my car and put in a Bastille CD. Bastille is my favorite band there amazing. One of there songs Sleep Song comes on.
I pull our of the driveway and have no idea where I should go there are many places you am go in Chicago but for now I just think I'm going strait. I think about Tobias an I feel sick that he actually likes me I mean I'm a total mess what can draw him to me? And I don't I wi what draws me to him ether he's verse attractive yes and... what am I how could he possibly like me? It's almost sick I'm so messed up and I don't wanna drag him in to the drama of my life because it sucks. I don't want him to have to come and help me every time in hurt. I don't want him to why hurt period. I start to dwell on the thought of breaking up with him then agin I don't even know it where dating.
I has been driving for about 2 hours now turning when I feel like it or just staying strait. But now... I have no idea where I am.