Broken - A divergent story

Chapter 35

I rolled over expecting to feel Tobias's warmth, But I didn't. Instead I felt cold sheets beneath me.
Instead if hearing the beat of his heart, or pattern of his breaths, I heard distant sobs.
I was so tiered I almost didn't get up to see who the owner of the cry's was.
I sat up an slipped out of bed, I grabbed my robe and made my way down our hallway and towards the noise.
Towards Cables room.
When I got to his door I felt wide awake and was able to process that it was caleb who was crying.
I thought about nocking in his door but then realized he would never let me in.
so I opened the door, And my heart broke into a million pieces
"Caleb-"
He was sitting at his desk, more like hunched over. Pills, a few blades and... blood (not much but there was definitely some) surrounded him.
"oh sweetie" I walked over to him "what did you do."
"I tryed to" he stuttered "to kill myself."
"Caleb-"
"But I couldn't do it!" he whisper yelled "I'm a coward"
"No!" I whisper yelled back "I've been down this road before and there's nothing you could have done to deserve death, Caleb."
"Tris I'm-" and for some reason I knew what was coming next "I think I'm gay."
"So what?"
"what?" he said
"So what!" I think I was yelling now "I don't care, your the same person you where a mouth ago, a year, A day and I may not have know be you for years but I do know I love you."
"Why?"
"Because you saved me, you searched for me because you loved me no one had ever done that for me, I have been shipped all over the country senesce our parents died and you... you where the first person who didn't push me away, you welcomed me in." I let out a breath I didn't know I had been holding "I don't know if what I just said make seance but I guess that what love does to people."
"Tris-"
"Shhh" I held out my hand and he took it, I led him over to his bed and tucked him in.
"Do you want me stay?" I asked
he nodded his head and I was about to grab his desk chair when he spoke again
"Could you-" He stopped but I knew what he meant
I crawled in bed next to him, we laid there for awhile before ether of us spoke.
"Do you wanna talk about it?"
"Maybe later" he said "Can you sing?"
"Can i-?"
And I was suddenly struck with memories from the hunger games, rue had asked Katniss that very same question before she died.

We know full well there's just time
So is it wrong to toss this line?
If your heart was full of love
Could you give it up?

'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special

Don't give me up
Don't give...
Me up

How unfair, it's just our love
Found something real that's out of touch
But if you'd searched the whole wide world
Would you dare to let it go?

'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special

Don't give me up
Don't give...
Me up

'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special

It's not about not about angels, angels

Caleb's breathing had long seance gone steady, And as much as I wanted to wake him up and talk to him about this I didn't. I wanted to kill who ever caused him this pain, Someone had to have caused this... right?
Questions bounced around my head like a supper ball, They dragged me into sleep.

I think this will be my last update because I have about 13 people still reading this and it's just gonna slowly die down even more so I'm really sorry to everyone who still reads this but I have other ideas for other stories too, plus looking back in the begin of the story it was really bad I think it's better now but at the same time I'm not a writher so I'm not in the right place to say that..
Anyway that you for reading, if you really did like this story comment and I'll have to think about continuing