Broken - A divergent story

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

"I really like you Tris" He says as we lay on the floor I see he's looking at me and so I turn to look at him to
"I really like you to."
And he kisses me but for some reason this kiss triggers me and I feel his hand on my back and I jump back.
I get flash backs of today's episode with the cop. This isn't any different.
"Tris?" I hear his voice
"Why... what's in this for you?" I say "I'm a small 14 year old girl and your... your you! 16 year old perfect Tobais... sometimes I wonder if your useing me for-"
"for sex? no Tris it's not like-"
"Well what happens when it is because I assure you-"
"I would never force you into-"
And the tears start coming even more
"Tris?"
"T-today" I start and spill everything about the cop. I don't know why it hurts so much maybe I do know why I mean wouldn't this have a big impact on any girl in the same position as me?
Tobias just listens and he eventually ends up holding me I can tell he wasn't sure if this was appropriate after all the thing bugging me with a man.
Long after I finished spilling my guts Tobias whispered something in my ear.
"I'm sorry."
I didn't respond for a few minutes because there's nothing he needs to be sorry for.
"there's nothing you need to be sorry for."
we sit there for awhile until I decide to go home he is already asleep and I don't wanna wake him so I let myself out and wall home.
***
The night is cold. I can feel goose bumps on my skin it's September and I'm freezing why is it this cold! I guess I've never lived in Chicago before I have always lived in California but the social worker wanted me out of that foster care program I've moved to many times and she just didn't think it was the right "Program" Yeah well I don't think any program is right for me.
I hear a twig snap behind me and turn instantly to find nothing. No where to hide. Nothing.
I start walking faster paranoid someone is behind me.
I reach the door to my house sooner than normal when walking home from his house but as soon as I touch the nob a hand is on my shoulder.
"Tris" someone hisses
I turn to see "Peter?"
"I just wanted to say I'm sorry I di-"
"Get away from me"
"Tris-"
"Just go."
"I tried to be nice."
***
I awaken in a dark room.
Why me? How is it possible that everything happens to me? Why am I always to target? How? why?
Suddenly aware of my situation I try to find a door. I can hear music so I let my ears lead me to the door. Once I think I've found it I push it open with all the mussel I have which isn't alot.
Someone put a bed in front of the door so I couldn't get out. How weak do they think I am because it wasn't that hard to get out.
I was in a club? The lights where so bright but when I adjusted to them I was confused. As I made my way out I was grabbed a few times by horny boys. But I don't understand why. Why do people want me in that way? Im not pretty so it's not looks. And then it hits me. They think they can take advantage of me. Peter, the cop, boys here. Is this how it is for every girl? I fight the last boy away from me and open the door. I see Peter and Eric coming from a car.
Walking right to me.
~13~

So a just finished re-watching every Harry potter movie & re reading every book. ITS BEEN 2 YEARS SENCE PART 2 CAME OUT! Right? And I guess I never released it's over. But it is and it's hard to let go I cried threw most of part 2. And in the books I just cried way to much. just wow. Wow. I have been sitting here for 10 minutes trying to figure out what else to type but the words aren't coming. So I may need some time off writing because book hangover/movie. 4-5 days till next update. Sorry when my Brian is clouded with other books I can't write.